It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love
tonight
Friday, January 25, 2008, 1/25/2008 03:39:00 PM

Hey all.
I'm in journalism right now...
rotting away in front of the screen
Mr. Valles just told me to do an article on the IMO thingy last year
when I didn't even go for it
and not even went for a single math olympiad class/competition all my life
so I have absolutely no idea am totally clueless about what to write dammit.
apparently it's about a year-sixer named Lei Lei who got the bronze award
damn him he's so smart!
I also wanna be that smart!
argh>.<
in your dreams la gen
you big dumbdumb(heh hilda babyxD)
gahh.
omgomg
there's a math quiz and physics test next week
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and I haven't studied for either
and math there's all those surface area and area of all those friggen geometric figures
I can't remember a single one dammit!
argh
and physics,
dammit im such a klutz at physics
I study, then when I start to do the paper
I just blank out and screw it all up.
Argh
so I can just about stop dreaming to get even a bronze at the IMO already huh
heh
and there's a mouse dissection next week for bio
Ms Feng says the mouse will be trozen, then thawed for us
so it means that I can be sure that the mouse will be properly dead before I dissect it.
the last thing I want to see it that halfway slicing through the body it twitches and starts squeaking like there's no tomorrow
Eurgh it gives me the shivers
I mean...
people think that you're dead when you actually are not then they cut you up and you suddenly wake up to see your body in two big halves
*throws up*
Ewww...
oh ya
and Emman was so funny
E: Is the mouse dead?
Some random person:Apparently yes it will be.
E:But then like that not fun already!
...
...
...
...
E:Sayang sayang sayang... and PULL THE HEAD OFF!
everyone:*LMAO*

and of course,
Yu quan.
YQ: If the mouse is not dead then can stimulate it mah!
Some random person: How d'you stimulate a mouse?
YQ: MASTURBATE IT!
Everyone: =.^*twitches eyebrow*

oh gosh
what would the class be like without themxD
hmmm
BANGBANGBANGBASHBOOSH SPURT!
I'm looking forward to the dissection yeahhxD
Me, to yanni: I dare you to eat spaghetti after the next bio lesson.
Yanni: OKay
Me: Ah ah ah. Not forgetting adding loads of ketchup!
Yanni: What the hell!!?!

ahhhahaha
I wonder why no one said that in class
xD
then going on to the bio lesson
i thought the male reproductive anatomy thingy was confusing,
but that time I hadn't seen the
FEMALE REPRODUCTUVE ANATOMY
It's living hell to study it I tell you
espc: the menstrual cycle
and Ryan beside me
Ryan: See la! All you women only know how to make life difficult for us!
Me*thinks*: Be thankful you're not LIVING it. zZZzZzZZZzz

but seriously
don't try to attempt reading the notes unless you have a highly qualified sex-ed bio teacher like Ms Feng(who is the only person apart from Ms fong who can handle a group of squealing 14yearolds during bio lesson)
ohwell
there's french class tomorrow
and there's only 9 people in french class A.
dammit me and Jayashiri are the only two girls there
then the guys are Qian Yu Benjamin Yong Kiat Jeremy Sankar
pathetic
but you can't blame the majority of the people
I mean...
French class B starts at 5pm on thursdays!
and I end class at 12pm how nice
slacking off in school for 5hrs before french
but the only good thing is that I don't have to wake up early on saturdays
class starts at 1015 and ends at 1145
gahh
what a waste-timer
but I pity the french level 3s.
theirs is entirely on saturday
yes all three hours of it
like as in, it starts at 9am and ends at 1215om.
with a 15min break
that is really hell on earth.
Imagine!
3hrs of french!
Even I can't stand it
pity pity
I hate going back to school on saturdays
makes my weekends seem so much shorter
hais
gotta get used to it perhaps
dammit im so sleepy I can't think of an article to write for journalism
good thing is that it's gonna end... soon
I hope...
Buaytahan liao la
I can't wait for swimming later
been snacking a lot these two days
I need to burn off the extra carbohs and calories
dammit I swear I've been putting on unwanted weight
and dammit
for swimming I just can't seem to hit 30s again for freestyle
wonder if i'm not training hard enough?
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perhaps I really should listen to my friends saying that I'm already very good for people like me who only trains 7 times a week
the other tops are like training twice a day!
and, their training is undoubtedly much tougher
but I don't want to have that type of mentality
I wanna be stronger, faster and a higher level than the others!
I don't mind training the way the train with the frequency they train just to be the best
I really hope that I can hit 30s again by March latest, and then I can concentrate on working towards a 29s by inter-school in July this year
perhaps I'd choose 50m free and 200m IM
it'll be easier for me to get in huh.
C div would be 13s and 14s, so I'd have the advantage
But for IM I'd just have to cut off a few seconds, but that isn't a problem given that I've already been hitting 2.59-3.00~ for some time already
I just need to train my stamina
and my 400m freestyle can just forget it la
totally CMI cannot make it
I'm doing 5.45 while the others are doing around 4.45 or something
if I can cut 1min that would be really good la
but I know it;s impossibe to cut a minute in 6 months
my best was cutting 40s in 6 months or so.
cannotcannot la hais
some long distance swimming am I
still wanna boast with such a horrible timing
:(
I don't care I'm SOOOOOO~ gonna improve that time.
But hell, I can't even hit 5mis flat even while wearing flippers!
dammit I'm so slow>.<
ARGGH
my stamina's gotta be improved
to his 4.45 for 400m, each 50m should be done in about 35.6s or something
argh!
and I'm only doing like...
43s/50m at most.
horrible
okay.
We're allowed to leave now
so byebye journalism and HELLLOOOO swimming!
hehxD

My name is gen, swimming's my second nature,
and that's all you needa know.