It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love
tonight
Wednesday, December 31, 2008, 12/31/2008 07:49:00 PM
Year twothousandandnine!

He- no. Wait, it should be goodbye. Goodbye to 2008, and hellloooooo...! to 2009!

since this is and shall officially be the last post of the year, I guess it should go by 'tradition'.

Oh, you know what I mean. whatever.

Been 'resting and recovering' a lot for the past (almost) three weeks because of sinusitis infection, but now it's completely okay! Which means I can go out and swimmmmmmmmm whooooo!

And now it's like I'm frantically going out. Basketball, movies, you name it. It's like a last minute scramble to get together with classmates that will be splitting up two days later. The closer the new school year gets, the more paranoid I become. I find myself bombarding my mind with questions like:

-How's the new school year gonna be like?
-Will it be super hectic and stressful?
-Can I cope with the studies, or cope with my new class? (especially since the dumb teachers put SOURAV DEY and BERTON LIM together in the same class.)
-Will I be able to improve in my swimming?
-Can I get into finals for inter-school this year?
-Will I be able to discipline myself to train harder and push down my timing?
-Will I have time for everything this year? I already feel so squashed thinking of it.

Ah well. No use in making myself worried over things that have not come.

I shall now bask in the last 3 hours and 50 minutes of 2008.

I feel like I've not done much stuff this holidays because I was sick half of december. Now I feel so lazy, and wanting a longer holiday so I can do more things. Y'know. Hardcore holiday training. Where I'd go to the gym in the morning, then go and swim. Then swim again at night. Everyday. Gosh, that's what I did in the June holidays! What the hell happened?

Yuck, and SNAG's coming up, how am I gonna get my form up by then? I really wanna do well.
Bullshit.

And Year 3. Whoa. It sounds really scary already. So my 2009's gonna be like what, eat school swim train sleep eat school study sleep eat school swim train sleep.

meh well.

To dedicate all my, yikes. I can't believe I'm going into mushy stuff. Anyway.
To all those who made my year 2008 wonderful (:

Mum: yeah, whatever. I know you might never read this anyway. I really apologise for all the times I made you so, so, SO mad at me cause of my obsession my swimming. Perhaps you just wanted me to understand you, but I sadly never bothered to try. But now I see and I appreciate all you have done for me all these years. Sigh, I'm really not good at describing this sorta stuff. But you're the MOST awesome mum I could ever have, and ever will find anywhere else.

Dad: It's an even less chance that you'll see my blog, much less read this post. But whatever, I'm looking forward to your coming to Singapore next June! I believe the 6 months of 2009 will fly by fast, and then I can see you again! :D I miss everybody in Down Under, grandpa grandma, auntie Kate uncle Wayne, shannon nathan marni... I'll send loads of photos over!

Kimberley: YOU! Why do I have to write about you. You annoy the shitass out of me, you push whatever blame you got onto me, you get me to do all your dirty work, which also happens to include homework. But what can I say? You're my sister, and nothing can change that. No matter how late you keep me awake at night. See la! it's your fault now I have insomnia. But really, without you, I guess home would be a rather quiet place. thankyou for bringing out all the colour in my life, even though we decorate it by quarelling 24/7.

And to all my fantastic friends, you probably know who youuuuu are! I'm really really grateful to all those people who tolerated my everything, all my crapshits stuff. Yeah, I'm sorry if I don't show it to be very appreciative of your presence. I already said it, I don't do mushy stuff. And it's kinda hard to explain. But it's very simple to say: you be nice to me, I'll be nice to you. But even if you think you're horrible to me, I'll still find a way to be nice to you. Unless of course you find a good way to get under my skin.

So now, to sum up my 2008!

A lot of things that happened this year changed my perspective of how I see things. What was once right might now be wrong. What once was wrong may now be right. On the surface, everything might still seem the same. But underneath, if you bother to check, it might all be different. I have now learnt to greatly appreciate the things I have around me, the people I have around me. What I have done, the mistakes I have commited may have cost myself and my family and friends a lot, these things have better shown me how to go about in life. There are some things which you cannot learn from books alone, although they may have been a great help. I might say I've gone through a lot more this year than in other years. Also, I've done much more thinking this year, more during the second half. Truth be told, I was really confused about the way things came out. But now, I've more or less sorted out some thinking, and it feels really great to be 'freed' now hahaha. :D

There are times where I wonder why I didn't just drop dead from all the exhaustion, but then I realised I wasn't going through all these alone. (:

I just want to say something about this someone that has constantly been there for me. I greatly appreciate his concern for me. It might've been awkward to ask at first, but now I'm really glad that he did ask. The past year has made me feel so compressed inside, and I didn't have a place to let it go. Let's face it : no one likes a broken down recorder. But this person is more of a broken recorder than me. I may have never realised it, but he made me see it, he made me fight it straight in the face. I'm really glad he was always there for me, making little dumb jokes just to cheer me up. I've not seen him for awhile now cause, yeah I'll be a broken recorder now, I was sick for so long. I don't think he'll see this, but I wish him a great year ahead (: and this might sound immature to who I'll be saying this, but it doesn't matter, cause I seriously mean it: if you got any problems, I'll be more than glad to listen to you being a broken recorder (:

And this is for TAYKAILINHILDA.
HOI. I dedicated to you HERE. You ah, tsktsk. Okay, I wanna go sleep. BYEBYE.
(hehehe)

Right. I'm almost done.
2009's ticking in, second by second. 2008's gonna be over. I shall let go of all unhappy memories and try to start afresh next year, especially in my new class. What's past should be in the past and not raked up again.

All the best! Year twenty-oh-9!

Cheers.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008, 12/30/2008 05:57:00 PM
Swimming is addicting. I feel like I just lost some drug.

Hey there all :D

HILDA TAY KAI LIN IS IN 307!!! SHE MIGHT NOT BE IN THE SAME CLASS AS ME BUT SHE MADE ME HIGH AND I MADE HER HIGH WITH HER COMPUTER (THINK SICK HERE, AND THEN THINK THAT I'M JOKING NOW) TRALALALLAA! WHEEHEW AND HILDA TAY KAI LIN TOLD ME TO DO THIS SO GO CHECK OUT HER BLOG AND SEE MY BIGBIG NAME UP THERE TOO! THANKS FOR TAGGING OKAY BYEBYE(:

I've not been doing anything much these few dayssssssss. My mum still believes I'm sick, and forbids me anywhere near the pool.

ARGH. ):

Nevermind. When the new year finally reaches, I will go back to swim, and make sure I train properly and make sure I don't get sick anymore. HAHA.

I'm veryvery sure I put on 2kg of fats now. Dammit. ):

I needa burn it all off. I can't wait to go back and swim again! These few days without swimming, I felt as if I lost something and didn't know how to get it back. Empty, empty, empty. I miss all the warren peeps. I miss (not in any order) :
SHARLEY
LYDIA
BRANDON
DARWIN
JONATHAN
ISABELLE
MICHELLE
TREVOR
NICHOLAS

YESH ALL OF YOUUUU.

But not so much of nicholas. Cause I just saw him a few days ago.

Okay you KNOW I'm joking(:

So a good news: I'm almost completely recovered! I'll be able to swim by friday! YES!!

I hope, that for the next year and more and more more more! I will not get another bloodied flu bug. I curse that flu to go jump down a 12-micrometer building and die. DIE DIE DIE FOR MY SAKE FUCKING DIE. So that I will not get the effing bug anymore.

IF ANY OF YOU BUGS SEE THIS POST, PLEASE THINK TWICE ABOUT COMING TO GET ME CAUSE I'LL FORCE THE DOCTOR TO GIVE ME A GIANT-SIZED ANITIBIOTIC TO KILL EACH AND EVERY LITTLE ONE OF YOU. I'LL MAKE SURE IT BURNS YOUR PLASMA MEMBRANE, SWELLS YOUR NUCLEUS, SKRINKS YOUR PROTEINS, AND FUCKING DESTROY YOUR DNA!

Yes, I got that off my chest. I WANNA GO SWIM I CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT!!! :D:D:D:D

hmm. okay.

today went out to play basketball/ping pong with hurberg ryan cheryllit ben and junkiat.

YAY BASKETBALL WAS SO HILARIOUS CAN I THINK I SPOTTED FUTURE YU QUAN AND EMMANUEL.

We played with these two little boys, primary 4 and veryvery pro, and, HAHHA. Gosh you should've been there to see them it was like watching emman and yuquan together playing omygosh I can't believe I wouldn't be in the same class as them next year blearghblearghbleargh they are so funny they make all of us laughhahahahhahahahha!

Really similar can, always fighting, like the pai-kia type, and then know the rules and play until veryvery pro, but then don't want to play properly still act so geikiang. Annoying but adorable(:

School is starting already. I have this, I DON'T CARE I DON'T WANNA GO TO SCHOOL mood cause I wasted half my december on my illness and have not done anything satisfactory. PLUS! SNAG IS COMING SOON! I'm not in my form at all! Stupid infection BLEARGH. I'll need to get back fast! And really really fast! Cause I need to train like, super super super SUPER hard to get through!

My new year resolution (for the time being):

-to shave off 1s for my freestyle 50m timing by June. (29s)
-to cut off another 1s for freestyle 50m timing by December. (28s)
-improve on my stamina
-cut off 5s for 100m freestyle by June. (1:05s) (32.5s/lap)
-to cut off 16s for 200m freestyle by September, at least. (2:30s) (37.5s/lap)
-shave off at least 5s for 200m individual medley (2:47s)
-400m freestyle... 5:30s? Can do this anytime.
-BREASTROKE! 39s, please? By June lah. No hurry.
-Backstroke, what can I say? I'd be happy with a 35s. By december. No hurry, either.
-Butterfly, shave off that 4s. (30s) But 31s by September would be good enough.

I'll think about studies later. When I get my modules and requirements and whatever.

Friday, December 26, 2008, 12/26/2008 05:53:00 PM

OMG JONATHAN'S GONNA FREAK OUT CAUSE...



LYDIA'S BACK FROM CHINA AND SHE'S GONNA GO TRAINING TODAYYYYY!
MYOHMY LYDIAAAAAA I MISS YOUUUUUU! AND I CAN'T GO SEE YOU AND TRAIN WITH YOU ALL CAUSE I'M STILL SICK DAMMITWTF ERUGGGGH.

I better get well by Monday. If not I'll go storming into NUH paed. ENT unit and demand a giant-sized anitbiotic that will kill all the fucking germs or just go murder the doctor cause he said it should clear by Monday.

kthxbye.

Thursday, December 25, 2008, 12/25/2008 01:46:00 AM
merry christmas to all(:

1. What is your current ringtone?
Shinjitsu - Yukimura Seiichi (Prince of tennis voice over.)

2. What is your current wallpaper?
Phone or laptop? Whatever, for both it's the default wallpaper.

3. Do you own a picture phone?
Yeah, I do :D

4. If so, what was the last picture you took?
Aisyah and my sis :D

5. Go to your text message inbox and type what the 10th text message says?
Merry Christmas :)

6. How many contacts do you have on your phone?
228. And no, I did not actually count them.

8. Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone?
My mum.

9. What service do you have?
Singtel. ughhh.

10. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service?
Huh? 8?

11. Who's on your speed dial numbers?
Nah, I don't bother with speed dials.

12. Do you have voicemail?
Yeah.

13. How many contacts that start with the letter J do you have and who are they?
Jacq., Jaishree, Jamie, Janice, Janis, Janson, Jason, jayashri, Jean-marc (WTF), Jeren, Jerome, Jing En, Joelle, Jonathan, Joy, Jun Kiat. Wow, that's quite alot. 16 in total.

14. Who do you call the most?
My mum lol.

15. How many text messages do you get a month?
200-500 a month. I don't sms much.

16. Can you send pictures?
yeah.

17. What are the first 2 digits to your number?
81.

18. Go to your SENT texts..what does the first one say?
Merry Christmas to you too!

19. What about the 15th?
Hey!! I'm in 305 too! Whoo! xD

20. Who's the last person that you called?
Yanni. HAPPY BIRTHDAY btw :D

-there's no 21-

22. Last person that texted you?
Sharley :D

23. Last person you added to your contacts?
Uhm, I can't remember. Was it nicholas or... yeah. It was nicholas.

24. How many minutes are on your plan?
1000?

25. Go down to your 5th contact, who is it?
Alvin.

26. Wanna give out your number?
No, duh.

Bye, I'm gonna go sleeeeep :D

Wednesday, December 24, 2008, 12/24/2008 06:29:00 PM
Classes are out! out, out, out!

HEYHEYHEY.

Classes are out.


I'M IN 305!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Anyone who's in my class please tag me back and tell me who you are! I don't care if you don't know me or I don't know you or whatever. TAG MEEEEE I WANNA KNOW WHO'S IN MY CLASS :D

So for now the people in my class are......

(Numbers beside are their old classes. Random order.)

-SHERMAINE NAH!!! (01) Yay I'm go glad!
-Esther Lim (01)
-Cherie (04)
-Yong Kiat (04)
-Amanda Tang (03... I guess?)
-Huimin (03)
-Berton (01)
-Vivian Lau (04)
-Su Hang (07)
-Su Chang (07) Ohmygosh. This one chinese pro.
-Benjamin (05)
-Hurberg (05)

Wheehew. That's at least half the class already.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008, 12/23/2008 11:28:00 PM

Heyyyah! hello(:

Met sharley michelle&siblings yuting&siblings nicky and clarissa at lot one today to watch TWILIGHTTTTTTT!~!!! As you all know, the well-acclaimed show based on the best-selling novel by steph meyers. :D

Oh, gosh. When I saw the cullens I was just, "ohhh myy.... *gag* -insert jaw-dropping-"
Uhm well, to tell he truth, I don't know why they got robert pattinson to act as edward cullen. OKayyyyye, he's got that creepy vampire look around him, you knoww. The chiseled jaws, pale-white skin (but that's just the powder), that... look, y'know, the really really creepy type of look that (as Mike Newton says) makes you feel as if he's gonna eat you for lunch, and dinner.
Yeah, and yadayadayada. I could go on. But that's beside the point.

I mean. I dunno, I just don't know why Robert Pattinson doesn't capture the edward cullen of the book. Maybe it's just me, well... it's up to you guys to decide right? But weird thing is, the more I think of the movie and how I replay it in my head, I just seem to think that robert pattinson gets more and more fitting in the role of edward cullen. Yeah, I dunno, it just gets to me that way. Did any of you guys find it like that too? Like you cannot replace robert pattinson with some other actor for edward?

Hmm. I find that I'm blabbering.

And this is just weird. Y'know the way I imagined carlisle from the book was almost exactly the way it came out in the show. I knew it! I knew he would act as carlisle. Although I did imagine carlisle to be a little older, and the like, y'geddit? But, oh gosh. I swoon under carlisle. He's just so, WAAAH! I WANT HIM hahaha. Sorry, fangirling. Should stop. hehe(:

But I must say, edward's mother (sorry, I momentarily forgot her name) didn't come out that way I imagined. But it doesn't matter, she's still very very nice(:

And, ahhahah. Emmet, I expected to be slightly bigger, but he's okay. Alice was really really nice! Gosh I loved her, hehe(: And jasper. Oh mymymyy. JASPER. He's so adorable, with that same toot face throughout the show. I laugh just thinking of it. And Rosalie, I thought she would be prettier, but she fits, enough.

Oh myyy. Eric, ERIC! Gosh, WAHHH! x3 And Mike, I agree with sharley. His turquoise eyes are to DIE for. So, so, wow. hehe. And Kristen played Bella's part really well. I thought she was the one that fitted the most for me. Angela's nice, but she wasn't what I expected her to be, uh uh. And jessica's boobs. ohman. O.O

Smoking hot edward cullen. wow I now love twilight. When I was watching the movie, I felt as if I was reading the book along with it. Like, oh. I cannot explain it. But, it's like something just hit me and I was, bahm!

Great show. Great show(:

then after, walked around lot one with the guys for a little while, waiting to take the 5.30pm bus to warren. Sasa had a roadshow, so clarissa and michelle and yuting were all like what, searching for nail polish and girl stuff.

What the hell. NAILS ARE PINK ENOUGH ALREADY. WHAT'S THE POINT IN COLOURING THEM PINK? I can never understand. Okay, maybe they think it looks pretty. But I find beauty in plainness. Well, my opinions, okay?

private-bussed to warren, and unexpectedly met jonathan at the warren bus point. I was actually surprised, cause he said he wouldn't be able to come today, so I didn't expect him to appear at all today. But he the *ahem* nice guy came to write down the training schedule. hahaha. (Oh man I DID NOT have a date with gary, or nicholas. for that matter. BLEARGH)

The guys said they wanted to play Billards/Pool. So, me being the *ahem* nice girl I accompanied them up there and watched them play. hehe(: I didn't wear shoes, so cannot play):

Later for training only Zhi Seng and Denise came. Jonathan just told me to watch over the people who were training. Yeah, if you haven't guessed, I still am not well enough to swim. But you guys don't want another rant.

yadah yadah. That's my day. meh meh meh..
TOMORROW'S YANNI'S BIRTHDAY!! Going out with Yujia Aisyah and yanneeeeehh to camwhore hehehehheeh(: and that reminds me. I needa cut my hair. Yay awesome cut my hair tomorrow first thing then go camwhore with my nice new hair :D:D

okay, goodnight!

Monday, December 22, 2008, 12/22/2008 09:43:00 PM
BIRTHDAYS BIRTHDAYS BIRTHDAYS.


22/12/08.
HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY XI YING! (Girl to the right)
YAY YAY YAY YOU'RE A 22NDER! (which was random) HAHHAA(:
Anyway, best wishes, and many presents!
God bless :D


16/12/08.
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY ZHAN FENG! (boy at the bottom)
WHEEHEW! I hope you grew much this holiday! I'll see you when school reopens :D
Sorry, it's a little late. But anyway,
God bless :D


22/12/08.
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY CHERYLLIN! (girl to the left.)
YAY 22NDER! Oh gosh how long ago THAT was. xD
AWESOME(: hahah. I'll see you when school reopens, yup!
God bless :D

24/12/08.
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY NUR'REDHAYANNI BINTE MOHD. KHATIB! (girl on the right.)
HELLLLLLOOO NUR! HAHAHA. I'm really sorry, I can't go watch twilight with you cause I'll be watching it with warren peeps :/
oh gosh, I miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
See you when school reopens! Oh man, i'm so not ready for schoooool.
God bless :D


19-20/12/08.
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY EMMMMMMMMAN! (obvious boy in the center)
HEYYYYYAH! Yah, yah, whatever. Born in America that's half-a-day behind singapore. YOU'RE STILL A NINETEEN-DECEMBER-BABY, no matter what you say hhahahahhaa. xD
Yay, as above, I'll see you when school reopens too!
God bless ! :D



I'm overdue on birthdays zomg.

Sunday, December 21, 2008, 12/21/2008 10:21:00 PM

My voice is refusing to come out. I can barely get sound out.
I think there's phelgm in there, so then that's how I get my cough. But it hurts to cough, so I don't try to 'purposely' cough just to displace the phelgm. But there's no other apparent way to dislodge it! Except perhaps to wait for it to come out by itself? Like that's possible, ugh.

My throat hurts ):

My nose is also irritating me. Every time I blow, it gets clogged up soon later. I can't breathe through my nose, and it feels horribly uncomfortable. And did I mention? It's still bleeding. zomgwtf. I'm losing blood dammit! My right nose hurts, that's where it's bleeding. Must be from excessive blowing. I CAN'T HELP IT (if "why not don't blow la?" is what you're thinking.) I EFFING CANNOT YOU KNOW.

Y'know how hard it is to not be able to breathe through the designated breathing areas? A.K.A nostrils.

it sucks. And since my nose is completely -and I mean completely, seriously- blocked, I can only use my mouth to breathe. Which is probably the cause of my horrible sore throat.

Sorry, my readers, if you think I have been acting like a broken recorder for quite some time. And probably this is not even worth anything to rant about. I don't know why you all wanna read stuff like this. Sorry I cannot post anything more interesting.
I apologise.

And just for a slight change of topic, I have just finished watching the chrysanthemum show thingy. The chinese one with Jay Chou and Gong Li in it. I forgot the name. hahahaha:D

Saturday, December 20, 2008, 12/20/2008 10:56:00 PM

Heyyyyyah. :D

I'm still sick, sharley's still sick. Bwahahhaa, I WANNA GET WELL LAH PLEASE PLEASE NOSE PLEASE PLEASE STOP RUNNING PLEASE PLEASE STOP BLEEDING PLEASE PLEASE VOICE PLEASE COME BACK.

Meh. I can't talk now. Y'know whenever I try to talk in full sentences, I'll lose my voice near the end. HAHaha. Then I'll sound like some toad. Boo):
My nose is fully blocked, I can't do anything about it. Each time after I blow my nose it'll soon get clogged up again. Dammit, the feeling is so horrible.
I can't breathe! I can't breathe, I'm suffocating, HELP! I might just die in my sleep cause I can't get oxygen through my nostrils so my parent better get ready to collect a dead body tomorrow morning kthxbye.

Hahaha, and I was using steroids (given by doctor, of course.) to clear my nose. Doctor said to only use for 5 days, then rest for a week. Gwahh, and today is the 5th day. So I can't use it tomorrow, or the next day, or the next next day, and so on. I'm gonna die I tell you, someday I'll die.

So to prevent me from dieing tomorrow, or the next day, or the next next day, and so on, my godfather decided that he'll bring me to see the ENT specialist. Oh, and did I mention? My throat is squeaky, and my ears are blocked - which is one of the reasons why I don't want to talk. Because I can barely hear myself so I don't know how loud or how soft I am, I can barely judge. Then it gets really irritating for both me and the other person if he thinks I am too soft while I think I'm talking too loud so BOOOOOO >D

I can't wait... TO GO TRAIN AGAIN!!! I wanna swim, I miss the water, I miss everyone in warren, I miss having muscle aches, I miss the adrenaline, I even miss jonathan shouting at all of us(uhm, maybe not). WAH. I'm not exercising, I'm getting faaaaaaaaaaaat, gosh. >D

Went to buy school books today. Wow, are they heavy. Thank goodness my school doesn't require us to bring textbooks to school. Hehehe(:

Awww man. Christmas is almost here! Then it'll be new year, then school reopening.... ON A FRIDAY WTFFF. So we go back to school... and then it's the weekends. Hooray? hehe(:

Mannn... okay, I've got nothing much to cover for now. hmmm...
Just that I've done nothing much for the past holiday, so I feel terribly unaccomplished. BLEARGH.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008, 12/17/2008 10:47:00 PM

Hello. I loved this short story, just thought I'd share it.
Just, spend some time and think it through when you've finished reading, yeah? It's worth it.

Table for Two by Kirsten Burgess

He sits by himself at a table for two. The uniformed waiter returns to his side and asks, "Would you like to go ahead and order, sir?" The man has, after all, been waiting since seven o'clock--almost half an hour.

"No, thank you," the man smiles. "I'll wait for her a while longer."

"How about some more coffee?"

"Certainly, sir."

The man sits, his clear blue eyes gazing straight through the flowered centerpiece. He fingers his napkin, allowing the sounds of light chatter, tinkling silverware, and mellow music to fill his mind. He is dressed in a sport coat and tie. His dark brown hair is neatly combed, but one stray lock insists on dropping to his forehead. The scent of his cologne adds to his clean cut image. He is dressed up enough to make a companion feel important, respected, loved. Yet he is not so formal as to make one uncomfortable. It seems that he has taken every precaution to make others feel at ease with him. Still, he sits alone.

The waiter returns to fill the man's coffee cup. "Is there anything else I can get for you, sir?"

"No, thank you."

The waiter remains standing at the table. Something tugs at his curiosity. "I don't mean to pry, but..." His voice trails off. This line of conversation could jeopardize his tip.

"Go ahead," the man encourages. His is strong, yet sensitive, inviting conversation.

"Why do you bother waiting for her?" the waiter finally blurts out. This man has been at the restaurant other evenings, always patiently alone.

Says the man quietly, "Because she needs me."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

"Well, sir, no offense, but assuming that she needs you, she sure isn't acting much like it. She's stood you up three times just this week."

The man winces, and looks down at the table. "Yes, I know."

"Then why do you still come here and wait?"

"Cassie said that she would be here."

"She's said that before," the waiter protests. "I wouldn't put up with it. Why do you?"

Now the man looks up, smiles at the waiter, and says simply, "Because I love her."

The waiter walks away, wondering how one could love a girl who stands him up three times a week. The man must be crazy, he decides. Across the room, he turns to look at the man again. The man slowly pours cream into his coffee. He twirls his spoon between his fingers a few times before stirring sweetener into his cup. After staring for a moment into the liquid, the man brings the cup to his mouth and sips, silently watching those around him.

He doesn't look crazy, the waiter admits. Maybe the girl has qualities that I don't know about. Or maybe the man's love is stronger than most. The waiter shakes himself out of his musings to take an order from a party of five.

The man watches the waiter, wonders if he's ever been stood up. The man has, many times. But he still can't get used to it. Each time, it hurts. He's looked forward to this evening all day. He has many things, exciting things, to tell Cassie. But, more importantly, he wants to hear Cassie's voice. He wants her to tell him all about her day, her triumphs, her defeats....anything, really. He has tried so many times to show Cassie how much he loves her. He'd just like to know that she cares for him, too. He sips sporadically at the coffee, and loses himself in thought, knowing that Cassie is late, but still hoping that she will arrive.

The clock says nine-thirty when the waiter returns to the man's table. "Is there anything I can get for you?"

The still empty chair stabs at the man. "No, I think that will be all for tonight. May I have the check please?"

"Yes, sir."

When the waiter leaves, the man picks up the check. He pulls out his wallet and signs. He has enough money to have given Cassie a feast. But he takes out only enough to pay for his five cups of coffee and the tip. Why do you do this, Cassie, his mind cries as he gets up from the table.

"Good-bye," the waiter says, as the man walks towards the door.

"Good night. Thank you for your service."

"You're welcome, sir," says the waiter softly, for he sees the hurt in the man's eyes that his smile doesn't hide. The man passes a laughing young couple on his way out, and his eyes glisten as he thinks of the good time he and Cassie could have had. He stops at the front and makes reservations for tomorrow. Maybe Cassie will be able to make it, he thinks.

"Seven o'clock tomorrow for party of two?" the hostess confirms.

"That"s right," the man replies.

"Do you think she'll come"" asks the hostess. She doesn't mean to be rude, but she has watched the man many times alone at his table for two.

"Someday, yes. And I will be waiting for her." The man buttons his overcoat and walks out of the restaurant, alone. His shoulders are hunched, but through the windows the hostess can only guess whether they are hunched against the wind or against the man's hurt.

As the man turns toward home, Cassie turns into bed. She is tired after an evening out with friends. As she reaches toward her night stand to set the alarm, she sees the note that she scribbled to herself last night.

"7:00," it says. "Spend some time in prayer."

Darn, she thinks. She forgot again. She feels a twinge of guilt, but quickly pushes it aside. She needed that time with her friends. And now she needs her sleep. She can pray tomorrow night. Jesus will forgive her. And she's sure he doesn't mind.
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I told you, it's worth it. Right?


Hello hello.

Today will be a short post, I'm not in the blogging mood.

reasons:

  1. I couldn't find a packet of black papers entirely, all of them just had a few pieces of black among other colours. So I just bought a A4 sized black book to compensate my feelings. HAHAHAHAH.
  2. My nose if now a mess of snot, dried nose shit, and blood. I effing hate runny nose.
  3. I might just have to go see the ENT. Much as I don't want to, I'm being forced against my wishes.
  4. I want to swim. TONIGHT.
  5. I want to swim. TOMORROW NIGHT.
  6. I wanted to swim. YESTERDAY NIGHT.
  7. I can't talk. So I can't answer the telephone, or the door.
  8. I have not done anything worth my admiration in the past month, and I feel that my entire holiday has been wasted. What a nice way to end 2008.

Hoorah.


Monday, December 15, 2008, 12/15/2008 09:40:00 PM

HEY. I'm sick. Yay me? Not. D<

I can't stand it y'know. It's like, everytime I make up my mind to train my ass of, I train my ass off for three days, and on the effing fourth day I konk out. PLUS, it's not like my training's damn tough like what those top people get in swimfast or elite or whereever get like that. Why is it that WHENEVER I EFFING TRY TO PUT IN SOME EFFORT INTO MY PATHETIC 6-TIMES-A-WEEK-OF-TRAINING, I GET SICK AFTER THE THIRD/FOURTH TRAINING SESSION. IT'S BLOODY ANNOYING, Y'KNOW THAT?????

*swears* What the hell man. What is it that's wrong with me that's right with the other swimmers? OKay, I won't doubt that those guys are probably stronger than me, but I can't be that weak either right? SEESH! *storms around*

They train 11 times a week for goodness' sake! AND, you don't see them falling ill from 'over-stressing', do you? Plus, the timings they do for training are almost the timings I do for competition! Holy cow, don't you think so?

OKay, I think it was partly my fault. My over-eagerness to train more. Cause the last time I got sick, I was still training until I got so bad that my fever shot to 41degrees, when my mum finally forced me to go see the dreaded 6-letter person. ugh, one of the worst days of my life. Imagine, eating drowsy pills, drinking over-sweet syrup, body aching like crap and with a cold pack freezing your brain up? Don't sound like anything much I'd like.

Then, hahaha I'll bet you're gonna say I'm freaking dumb at this point. I didn't finish a single prescription of anti-biotics. Not just from my last bout of illness, but from the previous ones too. So what? You thought that this girl here would actually remember to take those dammed pills three times a day, after meals, with lots of water plus rest?

Hell no. But she heeded the 'lots of water' part really well, though. Third day after fever subsided, and with of course much nagging from mum not to, she went ahead to swim. What? You think this girl here can actually stand not training for an entire week? Damnit not.

Seesh. And now I can't stand my own body. I can't wait to get well again, and then go back to train! xDD Oh gosh, I haven't been training since Friday, dear-oh-dear. It'll be hard to get my pace back again, and not to mention how horribly jonathan is gonna kill me.

Oh joy. I didn't get a prescription for anti-biotics this time - does gay smile, does gay dance-


I'm getting so bored these few days, and the blogs that I follow closely to have not been updated much. Then I randomly checked people off my links. Read, read, read, hasn't updated, read, read, hasn't updated since 21st nov, read, read, hasn't updated since 12th nov, read, read... OOOH. not read. yay :D Then I realised this person went on hoilday, and wouldn't be back till tomorrow-,-;

Oh, the joy.

Oh, and if anyone's thinking of calling me, please re-think, and then try smsing instead. Cause I've got a bad sore throat, and if y'all don't want a phantom caller on the other side of the line, yeah. Please, spare a teensy thought for little o'l me.

kthxbye.

Friday, December 12, 2008, 12/12/2008 10:51:00 AM

Hey, back to blogger(:

I apologise for not blogging for some time. Have I lost touch with anything? (:

Hmm. Okay, start off from tuesday.
Went to Vivo to watch BOLT! YAY GREAT SHOW I LOVE BOLT AND RHINO AND MITTENS!!
aaaaand STYROFOAM. Random things like, HEAT VISION, and SUPERBARK. AHAHAHA.

After the movie we lagged around vivo, until the guys decided to go back home, so Cheryllin Debra and I walked around the mall. Cheryl got this measuring-tape-belt from Pull&Bear! Gosh, it looked awesome(: So indirectly if you wanted to mock someone about their *ahem* waist size, buy that belt and give it to them! -gay smile- Sorry, that was mean of me):

Then I left the two to their shopping and trained back to cck to have dinner first before training.
Awww man my legs died for training):

Next day, wednesday. Didn't go play tennis with the rest cause my legs were aching so bad. And partly because I woke up at 11am. hehe(:

Training at night again. OMGWTF KENNETH'S HAIR IS SO DISTURBING CAN. I won't even try to describe it. ugh.

THURSDAY.

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY to this person here :D


- sorry I don't have a more glam photo): -

I dedicate this part of my post to this OLD person here.
For him wasting his voice on shouting at us from one end of the pool to the other, for his gay whistle that is a pathetic attempt to 'copy' uncle thomas' one. For his gay drags that I apparently don't know how to wear it properly. For his obsession of looking at girls. For his obsession with WAN TING! WAN TING! WAN TING! HER PROM PIC. IS SO BEAUTIFUL. etc.
and blah blah blaaaah.
:D

TODAYYY!! Yay I finally got up the discipline to force myself up at 7.30am in the morning to go down and run a little. Although I didn't run much, but heck! Yay, I'm gonna do it again(:
Amazing thing was today when I woke up I was wide awake, unlike all other days when I said I wanted to go for a morning run, I'd wake up all sleepy and such and finally fall back to sleep again. TSK! what lack of discipline dammit.

My house looks like the Salvation Army now, cause I'm packing all my stuffs. AND tripping over them at the same time. Grahh.

Yeah, this took me long enough. I should go pack again. Yay me.

Monday, December 08, 2008, 12/08/2008 11:52:00 PM

Hello(:

Cause I'm kinda bored right now, I shall do quizzes(: which I have not done for quite some time.

Sidenote: HAHAHA. I think I'm gonna love breaststroke now. YAYAYAY:D

1) Do you prefer Crushin’, Interested in, or Relationship?
Hmm. Neither, ahahha! I'm not feeling like having any sort of the above right now(:

2) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
HAHAHA. I dunno. I don't think so... :D

3) Have you ever had your heart broken?
It feels embarassing to say yes-.-;

4) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is acceptable?
And what would those 'certain circumstances' be, may I ask?
I don't believe in "I have no choice so I have to cheat on you" bullshit.

5) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
If that person cheated once, and is remorseful about it, then maybe I might :D

6) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
hhahahaha! yea, for fun(:

7) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think a cool way to let you know would be?
Hmm. A cool way? Hahahaha, I'd like it if that somebody would hint it to me, then tell me in my face with confidence and without stuttering.

8) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
Uhm. Why would I play hard to get. I'll bet guys find it irritating. But I would, for a little while. Until we both are sure, I guess?

9) Be honest, do you play the “game” when you are dating?
uhm, I feel really innocent right now, so uh. What's the 'game'?

10) Do you believe in love at first sight?
No, I believe I said it before.

11) Are you a romantic?
*shrug* I don't know.

12) Do you believe that you can change someone?
Why would I wanna change someone? If I liked someone, I'd like him for what he was right?

13) If you could get married anywhere, where would it be?
In a really nice place.

14) Sex buddies - good or bad?
BAD.BADBADBAD.

15) Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
Rather. :x

16) Do you have feelings for someone right now, whether they know or not?
Yah, happy feeling, sad feeling, weird feeling, what type of feeling you want?
:D

17) Have you ever wished you could’ve had someone but you messed that up?
HHAHAHA LOL.

18.) Have you broken a heart?
Uhm, hope not. :x

Greatest
1. Male Friend: Brandon, Darwin, Trevor, ohmygosh, I can't believe that I can't think of anymore damn :x , JELLY!!! , Jonathan. :D
2. Female Friend: Lydia, sharley, Yanni, Hilda, shermaine.
3. Vacation: AUSTRALIAAAAAA.
4. Memory: HAhaha, I've got many(:

Worst
1. Time of day: hmm. When it gets effing hot in the afternoon.
2. Day of the week: Monday. BOOOO!
3. Food: bitter gourd. yuck -pulls a face-
4. Memory: Sad to say, I've also got quite a few.

Last
1. Person you saw: jonathan, at training. If you don't mean at home where I am right now, then it's my sister and mum.
2. Talked to on the phone: Deborah. Asked her if she wanted to come training today.
3. Text: Isabelle, darwin, brandon, sharley, lydia, to tell them about training today.
4. Messaged over IM? Emman!

Today
1. What are you doing right now? This. Duh. Ugh.
2. Wearing? CLOTHES DUH.
3. Better than yesterday? Hahaha, yeah. Cause training was better today :D
4. Did you see the person you like? yeah. I like many people(:
5. What’s the weather? EFFIN' RAINY DUDE. IT WAS RAINING FOR THE ENTIRE DAY WTF.

Tomorrow
1. Is: Tuesday, hooray?
2. Got any plans? Watch movie(:
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: That it already is tomorrow.

Favorite
1. Number: hahaha, 10!
2. Song: for now : Tongue Tied - Faber Drive. :D
3. Season: Fall!
4. Cartoon: THE SIMPSONS!!! xD

Currently
1. Missing someone: Not really. But now that you mention it... still not :D HAHAHA.
2. Mood: Uhm, why don't you guess. WHY THE HELL AM I DOING THIS QUIZ MIND YOU.
3. Wanting: to sleep.
4. Listening to: What about now - Chris Daughtry. Already tired if the song.

True or False
I am a morning person: TRUE(:
I am an only child: False.
I am currently in my PJ’s: FALSE.
I am currently suffering from a broken heart: FALSE.
I can be paranoid at times: TRUE. rather.
I currently regret something that I have done: Uhm, no. False.
I curse frequently: TRUE :D @#$%^ CRAP! uhm, oops?
I enjoy country music: True, kinda.
I enjoy hip hop: TRUE.
I enjoy techno/trance: FALSE.
I enjoy talking on the phone: True, kinda.
I have a hidden talent: It's supposed to be hidden right? Dumb question.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal: HAHAHAH DON'T EVERYONE DOES.
I have all my grandparents: False. One just died.
I have at least one brother and/or sister: TRUE.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor: True. Yeah. ahhaha.
I have changed a diaper: TRUE. amazing yea? ahahhaa.
I have changed a lot over the past year: I wonder. True, kinda?
I have done something illegal: HAHAHAH. I drunk alcohol, does that count? TRUE xDDD
I have had major/minor surgery: Nah. False.
I have had my hair cut within the last 2 months: TRUE.
I have had the cops called on me: FALSE.

Single or Taken: SINGLE HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO REPEAT THIS DAMMIT.
Eye color: Brown.
Hair: people say that it looks different everytime. I dunno, but this is what I get : Black/brown/reddish/slightly golden.
Height: 1.65m D:
Righty or lefty: Right.
Can you make a dollar in change right now? No. I have no loose change on me now.

kay I'm done. I should go sleep now.
Alright? Goodnight(:

Sunday, December 07, 2008, 12/07/2008 07:17:00 PM

Since people are asking for it, here are the videos:D


tralalla. All the funnies are upppp!!! :D:D:D


Friday, December 05, 2008, 12/05/2008 09:36:00 PM
swimcamp swimcamp SWIMCAMP :DDD

Swim camp was awesomeeee(:

damn shiok. After I came back home today I fell straight asleep as soon as I hit my pillow and slept all the way till 7pm. Plus I slept in the car for almost an hour, so in total I slept for 7 hours.
Awesome :D
and I'd actually intended to ask Johnathan if he was gonna train, but then. ehhehheh(:

Hellohello. I actually didn't fall (that) sick during the 3days & 2nights!! -gasps-
Usually I'll get like what, beestings or just fall ill on the second night then I'll have to go back. It's irritating y'know.

But then now I feel as if I have a frog in my throat. It's not a sore throat, but I can't talk properly hahaha. :/ anyway, LEMON BARLEY :DDDDD and strepsil saved my life. If not I wouldn't have been able to talk today.

OKay, I'll start. goodness I have so many pictures that it'll take forever to loaddddd. As usual, i don't bother with editting my photos. So these are straight off the camera :D




DAY 1 : Wednesday 3/12/08


hummmm. okayokay. So today we had to meet at the front reception of the Coastal Sands Resorts @ Downtown East at 1.30pm. Morning had to attend grandfather's funeral wake. I saw many people crying, even though they were never THAT close to him. I personally didn't see any reason to cry, but that was cause I only saw him a few times in my life O.o'

So anyway. Later after all the sobsob and crycry moments, godfather brought me and sis down to DTE. Reached a little early, about 1pm. Oh, did I mention? I saw Myran's dad fetching clarissa and jerome in the car, just a little outside warren. :D but they sped off infront so lost sight of them whatever.

Say hello to Darwin! See, he's smiling at youuuu :D


When we reached there, we saw these few psp-crazed people playing their, you-guessed-it, psp.


Inclusive of Gideon jelly darwin jerome and moree.


heh heh. okay, here Angie was giving out the chalet room stuffs to the leaders.


say hello to Calvin (a.k.a. jelly) too! See, he's waving at you! You better wave back, else I'm gonna bite your head off rawr.


Yuenping! ehhehheh, candid shot turned out nicee(:


eeyer, look at my arm. all my mao2mao2 glittering in the camera flash. jelly was playing psp then I cut in and took picture :D


they just arrived. lalala, darwin's hair looks grey. HAHHAHHAH YOU'RE GETTING OLD.


oooh. Sharley looks so pretty here right(:


tralala. I was waiting for Pearlynn with my room key. got bored and took pictures :D
bunked awhile with the other girls in their rooms first until pearylnn and denise came to open the door for meeeee(:

yuenping and xiying didn't know how to open the door to their room, cause it was the type of key-lock doors unlike the rest that were card-lock. Thankfully Uncle Ronnie saved them (and mee:D)

and someone knocked on the door. I opened it and WHO DID I SEEE????


brandon gary and johnathannnnnnn!


aaaaand the girls are interested! (lol kidding)


hellohello. Michelle and Isabelle and johnathan (probably figuring out how to open the dooorrr.)
gay swimming shorts-.-;


and these people over here all xing4 zai1 le4 huo4. xD
(clara looks like she is digging xiying's nose ewwww.)


illegal gathering. tsk!


hello to this cute (but extremely annoying-.-;) little girl! Hi clara :DDD


isabelleeeee!

And finally! Pearlynn came, so I got my roooom! :D:D:D:D
left my bag there and went to the other helpers' room to kaypoh about.


eeyer. I look so ugly ewwwww. Anyway, denise took this picture.


denise! *smile*


and (side-view) johnathan! Denise took this too.


packing stuffs for the games laterrr...


I love what my camera flashlight did to this photo. The red-red loud-hailer(uhm, however it is spelt) is such a nice shade of red :D reminds me of the sugar-coated apple I ate in Germany. Oh gosh it was so nice(:


HARDGAY.


heh heh heh:D


So, after everyone has settled down their things we gathered outside the chalets to proceed to Pasir Ris park to play beach games (lol)

Oh, and also to get sorted into groups.
I won't be dumb and put down all the names of each individual team member.

Isabelle led pitbull. (my teamm :D)
Darwin's was chihuahua.
Brandon chose jack russel.
And sharley got husky.


Denise! oooh nice photo, and I love the sunglasses:D








walking down to pasir ris parkkkk..... jerome was complaining about how he was suffering from jetlag. From Berlin (7 hours behind) World Cup competiton wow powerrr..








Then we realised there was only a small little beach. So we played on the grass lol.

First game : dog and bone. But billy and uncle ronnie kept throwing the 'squeaky bone' here and there so no one can catch. not fairr :/

Next game : uhm. 2 groups at a time. 1 group vegetable, next one fruits. Each member choses one fruit/vege name. Then two people (unknown to each other) sit face-to-face but with a blind in between them. When the blind is brought down, each person has to say the other person's fruit/vege name. The slower one gets whipped cream all over his/her face.

Anway, it started raining. But nevermind, we played in the rain(:
after, went back to chalet to wash-up and play treasure hunt!

Our first station was chicken dance. o.O
nanananananana, nanananananana, naa naa naa naaaaaa!

Next, no wait. I can't remember. Heck. I'll just say the few stations.
-gargle water in your mouth and say "my name is -insert your name here-"
-mummy dress-up
-recite alphabet backwards. ( I did it xDDD)
-transferring rubberbands from one pail to another.

hahaha! Some shots of other groups, cause I was lazy to take out camera to shoot my own group while during the hunt.


mummy dalene!


mummy/ninja gideon!




Brandon's chicken dance group :D

Eh? I thought I had more. Turns out I was wrong :/ Uncle Henry was snapping away! Wakkakka, I wanna get more photos from him :D

Then later was dinner! At Begonia Terrace. In a really classy room. And guess what we were all dressed in?
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FBTs and slippers! Very, very classic(:


Pretty lights, no?


Pretty girl, no? Nooooo. (hahahhaha!!)


couple tiff. Very usual :D (OKAY SORRY.)


ehhehhehheh. zaaaap~!


hahahaha, group candid shot!
(P.S. Brandon and Sharley look so cute!)


Then somehow, clara got her wallet stuck up in the lights. So uncle thomas had to go up the ladder and get it. Tsk! Troublemakers.

HAhaha, so anyway. The food was awesome, but the coke drink didn't taste like coke.
After, went back to rooms and split into groups again to discuss a short play/skit/sing song/you get the drift for the next night's BBQ dinner. Isabelle got pissed, cause most of the people were only interested in playing their psp. See? Told you they're psp-crazed.

Decided to do Rudolph the red-nosed reindeer, plus actions. Clara got to be Rudolph, and we fussed over what to do for her big red nose. :D

Finished with discussion, went back to own rooms.


NO LA. I'd die if that was my rooooom.


It's dalene's room. heh :D

The group of girls and guys went out later to watch a movie at E!hub. but from what I heard they didn't watch anything that night. They returned at about 12mn-1am plusplus.

I was with Pearlynn billy trevor denise gary nicholas at the bbq pit of our room. Talking, talking and stuffs.

Yeah, I know it's past our curfew time of 11pm. Cause we were waiting for the other girls to come back. And I had to babysit the four kid girls with Yuenping and Xiying while watching "who's got the look" on television.

Oh, did I mention? Johnathan left in the night.

chatchatchat. Some people stayed past the curfew time of 1.30am and drinking in the room (with kids 10 and under in it grrrr) , which practically made pearlynn *snap!*

Then at about 2am the guys left for the comforts of their beds so me denise and pearlynn also went back in to sleep too. I was wide awake, and "oh no I can't sleep! I'm gonna die tomorrow!"
Only fell asleep at about, 2.30am plusplus, after listening to pearlynn's conversation with her boyfriend through the phone. Wally gooood wallywally goood!



yay! next day, next day!

Day 2 : Thursday 4/12/08

Pearylnn shifted the wake-up call to 8am for the kids and 7am for the helpers. So we got half-an-hour more sleep. yay :D




Tok panjang! With Nya nya Pearlynn. I wonder what is the status of the person that sits directly opposite the Nya nya.

Anyway, I woke up at 6.45am. While the others were still zzzzzzz-ing. Lazed around for 15mins before becoming fully awake enough not to stumble into the toilet like a drunk.

debrief of the previous day at 7.30am.

(HAHAHHAHA TREVOR. I got your candid shotssss -gay smile-)


Ohmygosh. Look at my hair. What's with that freak piece of thing standing up?


LOUD-HAILER. Useful for morning call, but never use. Wasted.




Before all the kids came to wreck the place...


... we played card games!!


Eh? COCKROACH! ewww, and uncle ronnie used denise's slipper to kill it. ugh gross.


Dalene! (see? I spelt it without the 'R') Yeeek! I look weird.


hellloooooo trevor. :D ehhehhehheh.


oh look. cool picture, gary looks here and kim looks there. Whereever is here and there.


heh heh heh :D


HAHAHAH. Trevor's gonna kill me the next time he sees me (if he sees this :/)

OKay okay. Then after briefing, split into groups and left for escape/wild wild wet! I went to escape, and happen to be in a group with all the boys, so Angie came to accompany meeee(:

First up we sat the twirly-whirly spaceship thing right at the entrance there. Angie was so afraid, but it didn't give any kick for me. But all the twirling made me feel like my stomach went into my head. ughhh.....

Then went to haunted house! Angie was scared too, she was clamped on my arm the other time. And my other hand was on the shoulder of the person infront of me, so I didn't have any hands for myself):
It was, uhm. Okay, I guess. For a singaporean theme park *ahem*. There was this mannequin of a dead guy with fake blood oozing out of his neck on the floor, and I actually thought it was gonna jump up and go RAAAARR. But the blood was plastic on the floor, and the dead guy didn't pounce up. Rawr.

Then, GO-KART! I love it I love it! Hahahahaha, it's soooo fun. Trevor overtook me rawr. Then I overtook him back yay xD heh heh heh.

After that it looked like it was gonna rain. But since it wasn't raining yet, we went to sit the Viking. Then it started raining. Meh.


Theodore! Oh, did I mention? we met clarissa and group at the viking there too!


Heh heh heh.


Ooh. I like this photo. Michelle's hair looks like some freak wind blew it straight lol.


Nice scenery hor. It's the log ride. Reminds me of one of the rides that I took in Australia. Just that the drop was much higher. Compared to that, singapore's one was pathetic.



I like this photo. beautiful(:


Hehheh. Look at the size of the umbrella, and the flooded floor!



Angie!


Our feet. Mine, jelly, and yuenping!



Jellyyyyy! :D



So it started raining super heavily. Then we hid under a huge umbrella and played games. Like 007 bang, ju-ra-ssic park!, and superman batman wonderwoman! hahahaha. Got really really drenched cause the forfeit was to stand under the rain for 5 seconds :/


See, told you it got flooded.


Gary! doing a forfeit.

So then later the rain got heavier and heavier. Then we decided to just go for lunch. Out, stamped our hands and walked to E!hub. Went to this BBQ chicken restaurant, had charboiled chicken thingy, which was what trevor ordered too, and also was really good(:
minus point was that the waitresses that served us was veryvery blur. Blur until I couldn't stand it-.-;

Then back to escape again cause it wasn't raining. But then it rained again. phbt-.-;

OH YES. this was damn classic.
As we were leaving escape, Brandon and darwin wanted to splash sharley with the water on the ground. So there was this big puddle of water on the ground, they kicked into it, and guess what.




THEY FELL BACKWARDS WAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA I LAUGHED TILL MY SIDES SPLIT UNTIL CANNOT TAHAN ALREADY.

Sad that I didn't get a video of it. AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA FUNNY.


oh, I just noticed this : ST1269 ahhahahahaha! geddit?

Later : washed up, rehearsed for the play thingy for the bbq later. Then acted it out for Pearlynn and the others. Funny much! Especially the jerome (stormy night) and gary's (HOHOHO!) part!

BBQ dinner. All the bigshots in Warren came down to watch. Ooooh.
But anyway. Dinner first. The food was nice too(:
Some minor camwhoring session.


Hellohello! Where is Theodore's head? His neck looks so long here hahhaha! Oohh I like the way theodore pronounces my name. Unlike all the rest. hahahaha!


Yay, now his head is in! OOOh look at gideon hahahaha. he has red-eye! O.o


Clara and her brother Ryan!


They look so awesome:D don't they?


Leftovers. With the plates cleared.


I box you!


HAHAHA DARYL! Ewww I look disgusting. Don't look at meeeeee!


Jelly! Hahhaa, his expression is so adorable.


Yuck, sibeh act cute. ewwwwww. Believe me, I didn't mean to act cute, I don't know why it came out like that.


Timothy! Uncle thomas the son, looks exactly alike can!







HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!







Waiting for our turn to perform....

So, darwin's group with Jingle Bell Rock went first. Then Sharley with the animal voices and such, then ours with rudolph, and finally brandon's with last chrismas and some other songs with the guitar. I loved it. It was so, AWESOME(:


There, their group. Brandon can actually sing (not croak) omgwtf.


Then the helpers all went up to do the...... CHICKEN DANCE!!!! (sorry, black photo)


NICHOLAS! He's so funny can! ahhahahahaha!




nanananananana, nanananananana, naa naa naa naaaaaaaa~ clapclapclap!!


The group! Hahah, so formal. Like taking what, team picture like that.

Then later, all the bigshots went up to make speeches. The most diaoooo one was .... A snail climbed up 3 feet in the day, and slides down 2 feet at night. How long will it take to get out of a 30ft deep well?
-.-;


Heh heh heh:D

Group positions!
Brandon 1st, darwin 2nd, isabelle 3rd, sharley 4th.


My prize! Cute, isn't it(:






After dinner, back in the rooms for briefing. (again)
Oh, jonathan took this photo. my camera was on the bed infront of me, so he just took at and snapped a few photos.


Also by jonathan.


And this too! Courtesy of jonathan. :D

DAY 3 : Friday 5/12/08


Then the girls and some guys left to watch Bolt at E!Hub. They came back about, 1.30am-2am plusplus? Yeah.

Then Nicholas left with Uncle thomas they all to eat mee sua for supper! At about, 3am? He came back around 4am.
Hahaha, the guys all instigated me to ton the night. which I did. It was so fun! hahahah, then half way you saw nicholas walking to and from Cheers hugging a pillow. And gary buying cans of coffe for himself and trevor. And we had a midnight meal too!


Courtesy of Pearlynn's boyfriend, Vincent!


Heh heh heh:D Poor nicholas was so tired he fell asleep on the pillow!

Less than halfway, pearlynn went to sleep, billy went to sleep, nicholas went to sleep. Leaving me gary trevor and denise.

Went for breakfast at 6.30am! Macs, then back to the chalet.
Trevor was hallucinating. He kept seeing rain, and hearing pearlynn calling his name. wth ahahhaha!

Slackslackslack. The others woke up at around 8am.
So while they were going for breakfast I wanted to go swim, just to freshen up and wake up completely. Can you imagine, I was wide awake and full of energy even though I didn't sleep the night. o.O
Anyway, trevor accompanied me to swimm!





Me Lovez Ze 'Erbal. :D

YAY FINALLY DONE! I TOOK FOREVER ON THIS POST WHOOOOOO! YAY RIP ALL THE PHOTOS YOU WANT :D:D:D:D:D

Oh, and HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY CHERYLLIT!!!! :D:D:D:D


My name is gen, swimming's my second nature,
and that's all you needa know.