Well so today was like...
nothing happened at all.
Of course not!!

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE!!

Hope you liked the netball and the big bear and all the other cards we all got for you(:

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY YU QUAN!!

What do you give a guy who has practically everything? NOTHING! Hahas joking(:
Hope you totally enjoyed being THE BIRTHDAY BOY(:

Okay so this will be the end of the month of March
HELLOOOOO APRIL!!!
The month of the exams):
Guess I'll have to buck up dammit.

They people held a truth and dare session in class today
Just so happens that the bottle spun to Ben.
And just so happens that I wasn't listening to what they said.
So you could also imagine when I saw Ben knock into my table like, on purpose

Then when I heard from Nar later that they actually dared Ben to walk right onto me, trip, fall, and kiss me(like, WTH?!)
Yeah right I admire their cleverness.
Cuz I was like, sitting on my chair at the table.
So if he wanted to fall on me then he'd had to fall over my table first as there was someone beside me.
Yeap, real clever.

And during music Dr. Wong brought us all out(music week).
Seesh had to do some stupid limbo thingy
And this guy(sorry forgot name) was bloody pro
He could bend his legs at the feet there outwards and go like freaking low down
"Low low low low low...."
ehhes(:
*claps hands*

I didn't really wanna do it, so freaking ambarassing when you cannot go down=.="
So then we went to the concourse to see the other stuffs on display
And then she told us to sit on the ground "and leave no space"(:
It just so happens that I was nicely sitting beside Mabelle
And it just so happens that ZF was very smart
And that he pushed Ben beside me.
And, well
Dillon, being Dillon
was like
"EH! Don't leave space arh!" Or something along that lines.
Yeah right.
Okay enough information.
Shall stop elaborating.

Today's swimming training.
18x100m freestyle at an average of 1min30s each lap.
continuously.
how wonderful(:

Now I'm so sleepy,
I don't really wanna go to the Yong Siew Toh conservatory of music for the concert tomorrow
waste of my swimming training time
Freakks
Who's wearing what tomorrow can someone tell me?
I really don't wanna appear there as the only person wearing school uniform


30mins, a blink of a night,
30mins to alter our lives,
30mins to make up my mind,
30mins to find me the sight,
30mins to whisper your name,
30mins to shoulder the blame,
30mins a bliss, turning lives.

Okay I'm creeped out by my uncle.
My mum's now talking some sense into Ryan's(cousin) dad
apparently, he got caught for, uh, I guess I'll classify this under personal.
But all I'll say that he's in some trouble la kaye.
So,
He's suffering from depression(that's what they all say)
and I think it's rather serious
but his wife doesn't seem to care like what happened
I think she does care la
just doesn't show it.
She's more like, happy-go-lucky type person
but yeah,
I can tell he's rather afraid
such that he can't eat/sleep/drink or just do anything.
but thanlfully he's getting better
all kudos to my mum la
talk so much sense into him
say what "yao kan kai yi dian" that type thing
Somehow I wish I can do something, but yeah sadly I cannot
It's really horrible you know.
and then my mum la.
She hor, say so much about other people but like don't care about herself.
OKay maybe she does but she doesn't show it.
She's strong,
going to work everyday when other people like her can't/don't
But I guess she doesn't have a choice
Somehow I don't think it's fair.
and maybe that's why I don't have a dad(literally, I don't)
but I'm really thankful to my godfather and my eldest uncle
at least they show they care.
Maybe after I get my Life-Saving one/two/three certs. then I can be a coach
or during the december hoildays when I turn 14 can work already.
I think 14 can work already la, or maybe 15 lor.
Earn money la

Seesh and my sis and Ryan are outside
playing blackjack
Lol just rub it in dudes.

OKay now to me.
ahhas I sound so ego.
okay whatever.
Training was kinda fun today
usually sundays are "waste-time trainings'
like cause Uncle alan always just tells us what to do then we go do the sets ourselves.
today Gen and Lydia swam 76 laps in 100mins(including rest intervals)
so that's :
3800m/100min= 38m/min
gawdd that's slow.
ohwells,
we did 4 more laps of warm down just to make it a whole 80(4km)
nice
but then all the other were all slacking lo
seesh nevermind them la.

OKay so live-saving practice afterwards
damn fun
I towed dragged lydia for 50m and my legs went all jelly-like
but it was really fun(:
like you had to make sure that the person you're 'saving' doesn't swallow water and doesn't panic.
really it was fun(:

come to think of it, I haven't seen sharley for a very long time
since like last sunday I guess
I heard she was sick, then i heard she went for camp
=.="
maybe she was sick then became okay then went for camp.
whatever
I hope she's, not sick now.
ahhaas.

Oh ya.
I learnt something from YingTeng today
she said, "Hey Gen! Your eyes are sweating."
cuz I had beads of water under my eyes.
And I discovered that I had slow reaction, like I waited for 5s for it to sink in before saying
"Yeah right."
o.0
It'd be a perfect excuse for emo people when they cry.

Emo person 1: Dude! You're crying?!
Emo person 2: No... My eyes are sweating.

Bwahhahhahaa.

Lol when I saw this,
the first thing that occured to me was mainly...
WTFing hell this is so like WTF.

Lets101 Quizzes - fun Myspace quiz

I cannot imagine a coincidence like that.
No wonder, a fucking 10% against a fucking 101%
like really.
When I saw 101% I was really like WTF who the HELL is this guy?
Ahhas(:
I really shouldn't date someone who is saggitarus.
Lol it's like 101% against 1% wow I just love my birthdate
dont you(:

Well personally, I don't believe in astrology crap.
No matter how large the coincidence is.
so yeah you guys I know what you're thinking of cuz I'm a psychic mind reader(:

so how bout another?

Lets101 - Free Online Dating

Lol.
Look people.
So many guys I meet fall in love with me so you should too(:

Lets101 - Dating Free Online

Okay I shall analize this.
Heh dont mind me I'm being weird today and quiz-surfing(:

So, "Dominant in relationships"
Whatever. I kinda half-agree but I'm not gonna tell you why. It's personal.

"Someone loves them right now"
God loves me all the time so I think this is crap.

"Always wants the last word"
It's nice having the last word.
It's not nice to say it when other people are not listening.

"Caring. Smart. Loyal. Loud."
Yeah right.
Caring? Kind of if you know how I show it.
Smart? Smart enough to be in NUSHigh.
Loyal? People don't know me long enough.
Loud? I can be extremely loud to the person behind me who is reading everything i type right now.

"Easy to talk to."
Maybe.

"Everything you ever wanted."
Yeah right. Depends on who wants me.

"Easy to please."
I dunno. I laugh at the things I get angry at like immediately after I get angry.
So I don't stay angry for very long,
I guess(:

"The one and only."
Who isn't?

"Longs for freedom, rebellious when withheld or restricted."
I hate being confined. But then, who does?

"Lives by 'no pain no gain' rule."
I agree with this.

"Always a suspect."
Reminds me of in primary school when someone accused me of stealing her pen. which is not true. And another time accused of something I didn't do. Excluding family because my mum is biased towards my sis.

"Playful. Mysterious. Stubborn. Curious. Independent."
Playful: being a kid again is nice(:
Mysterious: I live in lala-land (yeah right)
Stubborn: try me.
Curious: not very. 'curiousity kills the cat'
Independent: I'm 14 for heaven's sake.

"Strong willed, a fighter."
listen: losing might be in my vocab, but failure isn't(:

Well I found that dumb. Didn't believe in a single crap it said.
Purely coincidence.

Lol I found all that from a friend's blog so being bored I decided to go and try out the quizzes.

Okay so today.
French test.
I 'mugged' like 1hour before the test because I reached school early
and discovered that this time's one was really easy.
Lol I can do directions(:

Oh fuck.
This morning my right upper arm hurt because of yesterday's swimming training.
To which I shall not elaborate.
(try thinking: 20x100m Indivd. Medley will ya?)
and then I went to the gym in the afternoon.
and now my right lower arms fucking hurts like hell.
some nerve in it I guess.
like, whenever I move it so it fucking hurts to type this post.
so yeah and I've been pressing on it to help try relieve the pain but it fucking doesn't help.
but it kinda got worse now i'm feeling a fiery buring sensation.
Okay enough about that.

Now for some things that I forgot(and before I forget..)

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY YU JIA!

Sorry this was late ehhes(:

and,

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY NICKY!

even though you don't know who I am(:

gawwd.
there's so many birthdays in March.
and there's two more coming up on the last day of march.
zzzz If i were to buy presents I'd go broke.
but I didn't go broke cuz I didn't buy O.o

ehhes don't worry I'll get something for the both of them though(:
if I remember.

maybe I'd do up to here.
can't wait for training tomorrow.
LIFE-SAVING COURSE(:

this scene he was sitting on the bench and drinking his ponta(as very usual) during this day when there was a competition between Seigaku and Fudoumine(however you spell it)
and Ryoma was gonna play against Shinji Ibu.
then the Fudoumine team came walking by
Andobviously they passed by Ryoma
And Shinji was bouncing the tennis ball on the frame of the racket
and Ryoma was doing the same thing.
So it was like both sides bouncing... bouncing... bouncing
Ryoma with his cocky attitude and Shinji had squares appearing on his temples.(like anime square)
And they fought so yeah it was funny.

Ahhas deja vu.

And then some other time(later)
Ben(again) wanted to mark his tennis ball so that it wouldn't get lost/stolen/->insert whatever here<-
and I got reminded of PoT again hahhas.
Where Sakuno drew Ryoma's face on the ball
I thougt that was real dumb
like, everytime you hit the ball
you're hitting his face dammit stupid sakuno.
so whatever
she lost the ball
Sadly.
Then Ryoma found it.
Normally
And he asked her if he could keep it.
Gladly.

Lol so dumb.
And all the way Sakuno was like blushing as red as a tomato and Tomoko was squealing Ryoma's name so loud and so often I switched off my sound speaker and read the subtitles instead.
Ahhas.

Okay I think that's more or less it.
Oh ya I feel like adding this in

The other time when we just watched finish step up 2
and came out of the cinema and went into the toilet
all those phones that rang all had flo Rida's "Low" as their ringtone.
so, we got so pissed off that all 4 of us decided to put our ringtone as Flo Rida's "Low"
Ahhas just join the crowd dude(:

Sorry long time no post hehhs
okay short intro

Yanni's ego can beat yours but it CANNOT beat mine HA.
Yanni can make Gen have abs but SO SAD you don't have xP
Ryan would rather POUR THE ENTIRE CONTENTS OF MY TERRARIUM down his PANTS than KISS TINGTING
Hahs so yeah
Hahas
Okay so Bio and Physics exams are now officially over
I screwed up physics
and stupid bio had a 20mark Question as the LAST question
Lol how dumb is that.
Hah.
okay I gtg soon.
Mum calling.
I still don't get physics 2102.
yeah and there's still chemistry test tomorrow
yeap screwed.
hehs
I really don't wanna go for CCA tomorrow.

TODAY GEN STONED IN THE CLASSROOM PLAYING TRUTH/DARE WITH THE PEOPLE FOR 15MINS INTO FRENCH.

And made the rest of the class wait.

Lol so sorry guys we made you wait.

Writing your name backwards is fun

Eveiveneg Enna Rekeseik

Hahs that's so random
Okay gotta go bbies^^

(PS. uhm guys? I think my snail is dead it didn't move for so long I hope it's still alive. And I DO hope that MELVIN does his own recording)

Hahs I'm watching an Eiji AMV on youtube now and it's damn cute and the song's damn nice.
Seesh boy that was random.

Okay whatever.
History project today.
Completed the script
Wanted to do the filmings but yanni wasn't here so we could only do scene 3 which was the shortest
bleah.
can someone tell us how screwed are we?
the deadline is on monday.
nah nevermind I'll tell myself.

GEN YOU'RE BLOODY SCREWED.

yeh.
Okay so next week:

Monday:
-Chinese zuo ye 6 and 9 due.
-History project due
-Math quiz 5 on circles

Tuesday:
-Friday's timetable. Period.

Wednesday:
-Biology 2101 Exam
-Physics 2101 Exam
-Jay's birthday
-Da Gu's birthday
-Piano: learn new song cuz I bloody chose three 'dance' songs for my exams.

Thursday:
-History project presentation

Friday:
-Seal the Biology terrarium.

Saturday:
-French Test 2.

GAHHH!!
almost everyday's filled with stuff that I havent done or haven't bothered to do or just don't want to do.
Especially wednesday
tell the truth, I haven't started on my physics revision.
how sweet
I'm gonna fail.
My last physics test only got 27.5/50
how wonderful
and bloody zhi yang got bloody full marks.

And Bio.
Hell I almost finished bio studying
but I can't remember a single thing.
Gahh.
this is so not nice.
and the bloody terrarium
Ms Fong gave us the terrarium late by almost a week or something,
and she only gave us an extra day to hand it up.
oh that's very nice of her.

THERE's SO MANY THINGS DUE NEXT WEEK.

ahhas I think I kind of freaked nicholas out today
well that was wonderful.

now the exams are all squeezed into week 5 or week 6 or something like that
and I know that now's like a tiny little too early to think about this
but won't week 8, 9 and 10 be like,
completely free?
wth.

ahhha
this week I ran out to run twice in 3 days
each time like 7km to 8km.
Lol that's alot.
and 300 situps a day.
Lol I was like bloody bored to death or something.
And today i even went to gym.
I HAVENT SWAM SINCE TUESDAY BECAUSE OF THE BLOODY RAINS AND GOOD FRIDAY AND BEING BUSY.
this is so gay.
blah and I run so much more often now that my 2.4km run is like 11.something minutes already.
boookkooookokokoaskoadkosksa whatever.
and I also did like so much stretching that my palms can go flat on the floor when I touch my toes without bending my knees.
hahs nice training for my NAPFA
but I'll suck at shutter run. I can do short D. sprints.
Period.

okay I gotta go.
swimming tomorrow and history project.
someone pray that it doesn't rain and I'll be eternally grateful.
I miss my chlorine water so much.

I'm really tired.

Okay i've got 5mins till CSI starts.

Holy crap I still haven't got any revision done for either one of my two subjects.
this is hell I should have started studying earlier SHIT.
Oh wells.
Goodluck to me Goodluck to me...

Hell.
Johnathan and jerome keep telling me my strokes suck and my plunging suck and my butterfly kicks underwater sucks and even Uncle phillip also keeps saying my strokes are horrible.
seesh I feel so downgraded
especially since i JUST CANNOT hit 30s for my free 50m.
DAMN.
then jerome keep suaning me about how even the slowest girls in ACE still can beat me.
OKAY I KNOW I AM SLOW.
then still say until like that.
So now I really feel like transferring club to ACE or something better
and wondering if I actually should.
i mean, the training's better than warren(no offense)
perhaps I can improve faster, who knows?
but then ACE has morning trainings, I guess, so I'll have to wake up like very early.
AND NOW I CANNOT FIND ANY INFO ON ACE LA DAMMIT.
seesh I feel so pissed off at myself.
cuz I really wanna improve and I cannot just count on johnathan and jerome but on myself as well.
Ohwells, wait till I build up my mental strength first
I know the training's extremely tough.
Ohwells.
I'll do whatever it takes to improve.

Je sais la formation dure, mais je ferai celui qu'il prenne pour s'ameliorer.

Bored, so I thought I'd do some quizzes!
(bahha I'm supposed to really be studying for bio and physics SHHH!!!)

From sharley's blog:

A: hot
B: loves people
C: good kisser
D: makes people laugh
E: has gorgeous eyes
F: people wild and crazy adore you
G: very outgoing
H: easy to fall in love with
I: loves to laugh and smile
J: is really sweet
K: really silly
L: has a smile to die for
M: makes dating fun
N: can kick the shit out of u
O: has one of the best personalities ever
P: popular with all types of people
Q: a hypocrite
R: good boyfriend or girlfriend
S: cute
T: very good kisser
U: is very sexual
V: not judgmental
W: very broad minded
X: never let people tell you what to do
Y: is loved by everyone
Z: can be funny and dumb at times

so my name:

G: very outgoing(maybe)
E: has gorgeous eyes(maybe not)
N: can kick the shit out of u(HA yes I CAN)
V: not judgmental(ehhe probably)
I: loves to laugh and smile(YAY I DOxD)

A: hot(uhm. No comment)

K: really silly(true true)
S: cute(still no comment)
R: good boyfriend or girlfriend(no comment)

Lol my name has so many repeated initials it becomes Genvi A Ksr.

Blog-surfed, and these two pics(by sharley) were just like... o.O deja vu.

Me... In the warren playground slide during the June Training Camp doing something notes on swimming while listening to my mp3, according to Sharley's blog, I look very hardworking with all the papers spread out.
Lol I think i slack too much for this to look true.
Bleah. I miss my ex-hairstyle more after looking at this photo.


Lol. That's me.
And that guy two colours above me?
He's the Benjamin from warren.
Seesh how did sharley get that photo.

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Oh. Just so to let you know I remembered(sorry if it's late...)

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY CLARISSA!

I HEREBY GIVE YOU PERMISSION TO BE EGO FOR AN ENTIRE DAY SINCE I DIDN'T POST THIS ON 150308.

I don't know why but your name makes me feel yellowey.
miss you loads, and may you do well in golf^^
And whoever from warren that sees this post and happened to read past the I MUST STUDY please let Cla know(:

And another one:

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY MYRAN!

Ha I still remember your favourite colour. Oh well just like your sis,

I HEREBY GIVE YOU PERMISSION TO BE EGO FOR AN ENTIRE DAY JUST BECAUSE IT'S YOUR BIRTHAY.

Hahas(: People should be ego on their birthdays.

OKAY

REVISION TIME!
(God save me.)

Some reminiscence...

(Please don't mind this post, I'm just being an idiot here.)

It's been exactly a year plus 1 day, 365 days + 1 leap day
I'm supposed to have totally forgotten
But somehow as today draws closer I remember it better
And then that got me wondering, if he does too
But then, what good does it do for him to remember?
Just like it's totally useless remembering it.
It feels just like waking from a wonderful dream,
short, yet long like forever at the same time.
And when you wake, it's almost automatically inside your head,
but the more you try to think about it,
the more it slips away.
Then, I could be thinking how much I needed him,
But now when I look back, I only think of the idiot I was.
"Go knock some senses into that big head of yours, stupid!
He never thought of you like that before.
Never did and never will"
Go on with life then, he isn't worth that much.
I guess you should know, or maybe you don't
I've long forgotten about you, and I don't intend to remember anything.
But I won't forget this sweet dream that you and I once shared
I won't cry because it's over, I'll hold my word for that.
But I'll hold that memory and smile, because it had once happened.
And I'll thank you for being the first(:

HOLY CRAP I FORGOT TO DO THE MUSIC QUIZ THINGY AS I WAS DUMB ENOUGH TO FORGET AND NOT CHECK MY NUSHIGH EMAIL THINGY AND I KNOW THAT IF I DO IT TODAY AND SEND IT IN TO DR EMILLA WONG OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL HER NAME SHE WILL NOT GIVE IT HALF A DAMN ABOUT THE PRECIOUS TIME I TOOK TO DO ALL THE TWENTY SECTIONS OF THE PART 6 THAT I COULD HAVE SPENT STUDYING PHYSICS AND BIOLOGY FOR THE EXAM TWO WEEKS LATER AND SCOLD ME LIKE HELL ON THE NEXT MONDAY AND MOST LIKELY SHE WILL CONSIDER GIVING ME A FAILING GRADE FOR THE ENTIRE MODULE AND THERE GOES BYEBYE TO MY AIM OF HAVING AT LEAST A 4.0o FOE MY CAP THIS SEMESTER AND I SHALL HAVE TO WAIT ANOTHER WHOLE SEMESTER TO GET 4.oo AGAIN BUT HECK WHO CARES I KNOW MY PHYSICS WILL KILL ME ALREADY SO I REALLY DON'T CARE BUT I STILL HATE MYSELF FOR MY CARELESSNESS AND THIS HAS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH MY NUSHIGH EMAIL NOT HAVING A BLOODY ALARM LIKE MY MSN EMAIL ALTHOUGH I REALLY WISH IT DOES.




Oh God Gen don't you just love your memory.




PS. I really hope that somehow Dr. Wong would come by and read this post so that she would mark my online music quiz as my music tests have been failing rather badly and come to realise that I really need these extra marks.

heh
I find that whenever I go to my own blog,
I notice that the first thing I do is to turn off the music cuz I'm sian of it
and that got me wondering of the rest of the world does it too.
o.0

okay so today
100m freestyle and 4 x 100m IM relay.
I sucked.
100m free was 1min12.55s
34.27s 1st lap and 38.28s 2nd lap.
4x100m relay I did freestyle.
1min15s sucky timing.
Ah well.
I'll do better last time.

okay another bloody mood-spoiler
for 50m freestyle, out of the 36 people that swam, I came in 32nd.
oh gosh how wonderful.
and 100m free?
27th put of the 28 that swam
don't I just love my timings(:

ghheeyyy
I have to print out something urgently and my bloody printer dies on me.
argh
and I still have piano homework to do for tomorrow.

oh yes and I'm correction to my previous post, the third last picture with out tourguide that one,
it's actually the last day there
not the first.
don't ask about the bubblegum it should be obvious
and the entire group photo thingy was our first dinner, not 1st breakfast.

there sharley.
don't blame me, my memory has always been that good.

Oh yes.
and yesterday marked the end of the wonderful first term of school
damn
on Monday i'm so gonna forget that it is a holiday that I'll wake up at 6.30am anyway.
so, we got our end-of-term presents
2 fantastic tests in a row.
chem and english


chem was okay
didn't really bother printing out the notes off espace
so gonna get alot lower than expected.
oh shoot.
Imbufe's leaving us.
sobsobsob):


English was okay
they gave us this compo,
and told us to write a summary of it in 250 words,
and write either a sequel, something else, and something else(please I'm just too lazy to put in the title)
so I wrote what will happen if the girl actually becomes a piano prodigy.
some story, rushed out in 45mins.
it's short, about how the reporter asked her to be a piano performer or something, then she declined.
i made her out to be an ass, so no offense to Mr. Sim who will be reading my assy story.


later, played netball with the class.
heh seems we love netball now.
I still cannot shoot a net.
but thankfully I shot one yesterday.
HA lucky one la.
seesh.
kept bumping into people, I distinctly remember Hurberg stepping on my foot, cuz it really hurt.
ah well.
Shao Hao also played
that asshole person could still play with one hand "handicapped" and could still shoot balls like a total ass pro.
ah well.
basketballersx_X


Journalism next.
Updated some photos of the manila trip/competiton last year.
I'll get it up here.


Last night there, Sharley Joy Me and the philipino girls swimmers.
We were exchanging gifts on the last night.
I remember it was the "concert night" or something.

Whoala, group photo of all the 5 of our swimmers that went!
Joy, Me, Sharley, Myran and Shi Da
The first storey of the hotel- eurgh more like 5 star dump- we survived lived at.

Another group photo, our 1st breakfast there.
If I had a chance, I'd take a photo of how much Myran could EAT and show it up here.
but most likely my memory would go flat so I couldn't.
yes that's how much he ATE.
I never really could understand why he's still so skinny
that has gotta be a skill he should teach everyone.

Yay! Another group photo.
let me name all of them
Back to front, Left to right
Shi Da, Myran, Uncle Thomas(coach) and Uncle Goi(sharley's dad)
Uncle damien, me, Joy, sharley and Auntie Goi(sharley's mom)
Ha look at joy's red lips.
according to her, it always goes red whenever she leaves the country.
Hahs

Hah me and sharley.

Me, Joy, Eisa and Sharley.
our tourguide, she's so pretty!
plus, she sings very nice!
Me Sharley and Joy.
Ha Joy looks so blur, I think she didn't know what was going on until the flash went.

Me Sharley and Joy(again)
haha Joy looks weird LOL.

Heh me sharley and joy PEACE SIGN!
xD
Hmmms.
I kinda miss my ex-hairstyle.

Sharley joy eisa and me
I cannot remember if this was the first day or last day there
nyway this was at the manila airport
to tell the truth, it's nowhere near as nice as singapore, or as cheerful
it's grey everywhere and very gloomy.

Here's us with the philipino guys swimmers
Myran spoiler, didn't open his eyes.

PS: the philipino guys are kinda cutexD

O.o look now he's wakened and opened his eyes!
but he still looks weird HA.

Gosh i really miss those 5 days and 4 nights in Manila<33

Okay.
today's swimming officially sucked
SUCKED.
all capital letters, that much worth of suckyness.

Morning
bloody forgot to bring my bloody goggles and bloody cap.
had to rush to buy a new pair of both.
screwed cap was a little too tight and to sillicon-ny
screwed goggles with degree too high it made me giddy in the water
so while in the water I kept looking at the ground to reduce the giddyness of turning here and there with over-degree-ed goggles.
go try it.
I can safely say that they make you EXTREMELY giddy until you get used to it.
and I spent 32.91s to swim 50m freestyle which is so out my my league, and thinking why the hell is the floor so close to me.
ARGGHHH!!!
wasted two seconds off my time.
two seconds of thinking what a complete ass I was to forget my most important swimming gear.
HOW TO SWIM WITHOUT GOGGLES AND CAAAPP??
ehhh wasted.
seesh even Lydia Joy and Sharley did faster than me.
Goooosh I think there's something wrong with me.
cannot seem to be able to swim properly for the past few weeks
for some reason, i cannot hit 31s no matter what I do.
or how hard I try.
gehh there's seriously something wrong.
I don't care i'm going to overcome this problem and hit 30s AGAIN.
I DONT care how hard I'm going to train until I hit 30s AGAIN.
eurgh CANNOT let lydia sharley and joy catch up with me.
ARGGGHHH

Afternoon

4 x 100m freestyle relay
1st-Me
2nd-Joy
3rd-Sharley
4th-Lydia

not bad for all of us.
at least we didn't get last HA

4min 53s
I did 1min 13s
lydia did 1min 13s also
I can remember how much did sharley and joy do.
eeek so sorry I didn't see the board):

ahh well.
Inter-school's coming next in July
I don't care i'm going to PING my all for this one and get into top 8 again.
yes I will
just you see.

And oh yes,
I found these quotes off the backs of some of the swimmers' shirts, and I find them very true.
well, for me.

"7 days of no swimming makes one weak"

"We swim because we are too sexy for any other sport that requires clothes"

freak.
there's so many tests this week

Math
Physics
Chem
English

wakkkakaka

that's a hella lot
freak

SNAG's getting closer
found I'm swimming on the 8th and 9th of March
50m Free
100m Free
4x100m Medley Relay
4x100m Freestyle Relay with my besties.

shoot.

They're choosing good swimmers for the YOG, the Olyimpics, and the SEA games.
dammit.
no wonder the timings that they set were so high
just look

IM- 2min56s
okay
I know I'm slow
but I can't hit that bloody time
I don't care I'm gonna hit it next year.
BLEAAH
I'M SO SLOOOWWWW

I don't care gotta be faster next year
I wanna swim at the YOG
damn do I sound too ambitious?
heh.

played netball today
rained a little
then stopped
then rained a little again
then stopped
then rained extremely heavily
LOL

the guys were, how to say...
rough.
but fun.
Ha. Self-contradictory.
whatever
bumped into a load of people a load of times
e.g.

1. I stepped on Jun Kiat's feet
2. My shoulder knocked Zhan Feng head
3. Bumped into Dillon from the back and fell down on my butt.
4. Bumped into a ball and knocked my specs off. Ball bounced somewhere and someone caught it. Next thing I knew was Charlene had the ball and I just tried on my specs and they didn't fit, so I took them off. Then Charlene threw me the ball, and I caught it with one hand, despite having my specs in one hand and a load of people beside me trying to snatch the ball. Vaguely remember Dillon saying something, "She doesn't have her specs on." Some guy. Heh.
5. Rammed into Hurberg when trying to catch a ball that almost went past the white line.
6. Rammed into Dillon yet again, this time head on. So I sorta just crashed into him with the ball in between. Vaguely heard RYAN shouting something like KISS KISS, or could be I heard wrong. Don't bother to tell me cuz I really don't wanna know.
7. Caught a ball in mid-jump, and very stupidly brought it down on my left thigh. Hard. I limped for 10mins.
8. Caught another ball, and again rammed it on my right leg. Hard. Stupid thing to do. I limped for another 10mins.
9. Crashed into Mabelle from behind, we were trying to catch the same ball.

All-in-all, I bumped/crashed/rammed into a lot of people.
Dillon(alot, don't know why), Hurberg(quite a few times), Ben(not really. But I think from his point of view I just suddenly appeared in front of him or something) and a whole lot of other people.

Weird. When Dillon first came in that time, I almost immediately crashed into him.
Him being the first person I bumped into during that game, and me being the first person who bumped into him during that game. Can't blame me. I was gonna catch the ball, then I saw him running in and about to catch the ball too then the next thing I knew I saw white everywhere.

No I didn't faint.
His shirt was white.

Dumb lahhs.

"Emman:*catches a ball, turns around*

Joelle:* Was originally in front of Emman, but she ran away just as he caught the ball.*

Me:*Seeing Joelle running away, I ran in*

Emman threw the ball to someone, and I happened to catch it.

Emman: WHAT THE HELL SO TALL!

Me:*thinking: I've always been tall, why's he complaining about it now?

But that was before I heard what Emman said.

Emman:*laughingly* LOL I thought Joelle suddenly became so tall."
Heh.

okayye this was Dumbb.
yes that's a CAPITAL LETTER and two 'b''s worth of DUMBness.

"Emman: *threw the ball to me*

Me: Huh? *thinking: why the hell did he throw it to me. Then-*

Emman: OH SHEEET I THOUGHT YOU WERE BEN!"

I have no comments on this

For the second time in the same day, I have been mistaken to be two different people by the same person.

Geez I must really look like a lot of people.
Either that or Emman has to change his glasses.