It's been almost three months before the father sperm and the mother egg met. The new life in the mother's womb changed from a mere single-celled zygote, to an embryo, to an almost fully functioning embryo. It had a heart, pumping at 140beats/min, a brain that had already begun to function, and nevertheless, halfway-forming internal organs. It's gender was not yet distinguised, for the organs of each forms only at about 5-6 months.

It was, of course, in it's early stages of development. But it could already move, and it likes sucking it's thumb. It was already beginning to understand what things were, and recognise the voices around it. Although it's eyes has not even caught a glimpse of anything, it's also dreaming, dreaming things that only God knows.

But then, it has also been sensing something... not correct. Something wrong.

Whee!!(uhm. Maybe not.) Today, I'll be officially 12 weeks old! Yeah! I can kick mummy now HAHAHA. I've never felt so much more alive! I wonder what's it like to get out of this place? It's all so dark here, but it also feels like I've been here since forever. Hmmmm... Mummy's so warm. I can hear her heart beating. Hahaa although it can never compare to mine^^

Hmm. Thinking of mummy... I wonder why she feels so sad all the time? Maybe it's because I keep kicking her? Oh. Sorry Mummy! I never meant it):

Ohwell hehehehexD. Oooooh. What's this thingy here? A big circle and 5 sticks? Wonder what it tastes like...

And just at that moment, a big suction tube enters the womb, and with the suction force of 55ml of mercury(or something like that), begins rapidly sucking the contents in the womb. (Baby inclusive)

Ehh? What's that thingy over there? Why is everything like in a whirpool? Why's it so noisy? OH NO! Don't come so close to me! GET OUT! GO AWAY!! MUMMMYYYYY!!! HHHHHEEEELLLPPP!!!

It kicked and pulled and tried to swim away from that nasty thing. The noisy churning sounds scared pretty much, and it did its best to move away from it. Frantically kicking, it swims around the amnoitic fluid in the womb, which is being sucked away by the tube, desperately trying to escape that horrible device. The amnoitic fluid diminishing quickly, it know knows it doesn't have a chance. But it still tries to escape the dark hollow walls that encircle around it. Knowing nothing would come out of it's half-formed mouth, it still tries to pry it open in a final bid to scream.

MUMMYY!!! HEEELP!! I'M SCARED OF THIS THING!!

Too late.

I feel that thing being attached to my tiny body. It's sucking hard. Really hard. My body cannot take that type of pressure. I watch in dismay and horror as my legs go in first. Maybe they'll be the only things that will go through this ordeal and come out undeformed. I try to pull, but the walls are too slippery for my hopelessly tiny fingers. My attempt to escape was futile, but still, I don't want to give up. I grasped at anything and everything, but to no avail. My legs were already through, and now my body starts to sink in. It hurts like anything I can ever imagine. My body gets stuck at under my arms. I still try to push myself out, even though I know it's no use. I'm going to die. Die before I even see first light.

The tube pulls on, and I feel a searing pain in both my underarms. I saw in horror of what had happened. My entire upper body was being physically ripped apart from my lower body. The pain cannot be described! First, my skin rips apart, displaying a gory scene of flesh, muscles, bones, and a hint of internal organs. Another sear of pain comes when my muscles are being ripped apart, and blood spurts out in every direction I can see. I see also, for the first time, how my organs look like. My stomach, intestines, kidneys, lungs, and even my heart, still beating its last few beats while being sucked down.

My arms are then sucked down, not after being physically torn from my neck. I hear the tube go away. Is it over? I think. No, I cannot be. My entire body was gone, whoever wanted to kill me, had to do it clean. I hear someone from out side say,

"Is Number 1 out yet? Is it done?"

Sad to say that, number 1 is the humane way of saying 'my head', and that the killignwasn;t done yet. My head was still in the womb, but the rest of my body was outside.

I see a big pair of shiny metal things. They poked around and caught hold of my head. As before, I felt pressure applied, and my weak skull was not strong enough. With a third sear of horrible, unbearable pain, and a sickening "CRACKK", they'd cracked my skull, squashed my brains and burst my eyes.

They removed the last of me from mummy's womb. I saw light for the first time, and Oh. How beautiful it was. I saw mummy, and she looked beautiful to me. I saw my dismembered, distroyed and distorted body lying in a huge pile of mess in a silver alumimium bowl, drenched in blood.

Mummy, why'd you have to get these people to do this to me? If you weren't ready, why did you even have me? No wonder why you kept feeling sad. I'm sorry you had to do this decision because of me, and the pain I felt cannot be matched with the pain you felt. I'm sorry Mummy.

But mummy, don't be sad. I see someone in front of me. He's glowing, no shining, he's like no one I've ever seen. He says I'll go to a better place. He tells me not to worry anymore, so I hope you don't too. I'm going to a better place. Where no one cries, no one gets hurt, and everyone is happy. Mummy, don't cry for me anymore.

I won't need my body anymore.

I wonder if this actually goes through the minds of the baby when they're being aborted. I was shocked at the mumber of abortions taking place all throughout the year. It's very inhumane, what they do to these little buds of life. Imagine being torn limb from limb by a hideous sucking device, head crushed by metal thongs, and your body being sold to those bad people by illegal abortionists and made to be toyols(go check the dictionary). it's just, disgusting to even think about it. I sincerely hope that people would think twice about having unprotected sex if they don't want a baby. Abortion is cruel. Abortionists don't like what they're doing either. Please don't make them do so much of it. If killing a person is a hideous sin, then killing an innocent little 12-week-older is thrice worse. Born or otherwise, it's still a life thet you're taking away.

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