Some reminiscence...

(Please don't mind this post, I'm just being an idiot here.)

It's been exactly a year plus 1 day, 365 days + 1 leap day
I'm supposed to have totally forgotten
But somehow as today draws closer I remember it better
And then that got me wondering, if he does too
But then, what good does it do for him to remember?
Just like it's totally useless remembering it.
It feels just like waking from a wonderful dream,
short, yet long like forever at the same time.
And when you wake, it's almost automatically inside your head,
but the more you try to think about it,
the more it slips away.
Then, I could be thinking how much I needed him,
But now when I look back, I only think of the idiot I was.
"Go knock some senses into that big head of yours, stupid!
He never thought of you like that before.
Never did and never will"
Go on with life then, he isn't worth that much.
I guess you should know, or maybe you don't
I've long forgotten about you, and I don't intend to remember anything.
But I won't forget this sweet dream that you and I once shared
I won't cry because it's over, I'll hold my word for that.
But I'll hold that memory and smile, because it had once happened.
And I'll thank you for being the first(: