Okay I'm creeped out by my uncle.
My mum's now talking some sense into Ryan's(cousin) dad
apparently, he got caught for, uh, I guess I'll classify this under personal.
But all I'll say that he's in some trouble la kaye.
So,
He's suffering from depression(that's what they all say)
and I think it's rather serious
but his wife doesn't seem to care like what happened
I think she does care la
just doesn't show it.
She's more like, happy-go-lucky type person
but yeah,
I can tell he's rather afraid
such that he can't eat/sleep/drink or just do anything.
but thanlfully he's getting better
all kudos to my mum la
talk so much sense into him
say what "yao kan kai yi dian" that type thing
Somehow I wish I can do something, but yeah sadly I cannot
It's really horrible you know.
and then my mum la.
She hor, say so much about other people but like don't care about herself.
OKay maybe she does but she doesn't show it.
She's strong,
going to work everyday when other people like her can't/don't
But I guess she doesn't have a choice
Somehow I don't think it's fair.
and maybe that's why I don't have a dad(literally, I don't)
but I'm really thankful to my godfather and my eldest uncle
at least they show they care.
Maybe after I get my Life-Saving one/two/three certs. then I can be a coach
or during the december hoildays when I turn 14 can work already.
I think 14 can work already la, or maybe 15 lor.
Earn money la

Seesh and my sis and Ryan are outside
playing blackjack
Lol just rub it in dudes.

OKay now to me.
ahhas I sound so ego.
okay whatever.
Training was kinda fun today
usually sundays are "waste-time trainings'
like cause Uncle alan always just tells us what to do then we go do the sets ourselves.
today Gen and Lydia swam 76 laps in 100mins(including rest intervals)
so that's :
3800m/100min= 38m/min
gawdd that's slow.
ohwells,
we did 4 more laps of warm down just to make it a whole 80(4km)
nice
but then all the other were all slacking lo
seesh nevermind them la.

OKay so live-saving practice afterwards
damn fun
I towed dragged lydia for 50m and my legs went all jelly-like
but it was really fun(:
like you had to make sure that the person you're 'saving' doesn't swallow water and doesn't panic.
really it was fun(:

come to think of it, I haven't seen sharley for a very long time
since like last sunday I guess
I heard she was sick, then i heard she went for camp
=.="
maybe she was sick then became okay then went for camp.
whatever
I hope she's, not sick now.
ahhaas.

Oh ya.
I learnt something from YingTeng today
she said, "Hey Gen! Your eyes are sweating."
cuz I had beads of water under my eyes.
And I discovered that I had slow reaction, like I waited for 5s for it to sink in before saying
"Yeah right."
o.0
It'd be a perfect excuse for emo people when they cry.

Emo person 1: Dude! You're crying?!
Emo person 2: No... My eyes are sweating.

Bwahhahhahaa.