Okay i've got 5mins till CSI starts.

Holy crap I still haven't got any revision done for either one of my two subjects.
this is hell I should have started studying earlier SHIT.
Oh wells.
Goodluck to me Goodluck to me...

Hell.
Johnathan and jerome keep telling me my strokes suck and my plunging suck and my butterfly kicks underwater sucks and even Uncle phillip also keeps saying my strokes are horrible.
seesh I feel so downgraded
especially since i JUST CANNOT hit 30s for my free 50m.
DAMN.
then jerome keep suaning me about how even the slowest girls in ACE still can beat me.
OKAY I KNOW I AM SLOW.
then still say until like that.
So now I really feel like transferring club to ACE or something better
and wondering if I actually should.
i mean, the training's better than warren(no offense)
perhaps I can improve faster, who knows?
but then ACE has morning trainings, I guess, so I'll have to wake up like very early.
AND NOW I CANNOT FIND ANY INFO ON ACE LA DAMMIT.
seesh I feel so pissed off at myself.
cuz I really wanna improve and I cannot just count on johnathan and jerome but on myself as well.
Ohwells, wait till I build up my mental strength first
I know the training's extremely tough.
Ohwells.
I'll do whatever it takes to improve.

Je sais la formation dure, mais je ferai celui qu'il prenne pour s'ameliorer.