It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love
tonight
Friday, May 30, 2008, 5/30/2008 11:26:00 PM
2nd last day of Maying.

I'm so bored I shall take a quiz.

Q1: Do you like your current school?
Uhm, let's say I've got no hard feelings about it. And yes, it can be quite nice. sometimes.

Q2: What do you want the most now?
I wanna sleep, like, now. but I can't, for some reason. *cough*mysis'swhining*cough*

Q3: Who is the closest person to you in your school?
closest to what? There's my right side, my left side, my front side, my behind side, my CCA side, my lesson side, my lab side, my chinese lesson side, my bus side, my mental side, my lane side, my relationship side.... etc.?
OKay joking. I don't have a 'closest person' to me. Everyone's equal the way I see it.

Q4: Do you hate your friends sometimes?
bOO! if I hate them they wouldn't be my friends right? but I don't get angry so easily, so uh, just to answer the question... maybe not, but *looks at the keyword 'sometimes'* sometimes, I guess so.

Q5: Are you afraid of death?
Uhm, no. It's just the nothingness and the dark void that I'm kinda afraid of.
And perhaps it may depend on how I die? I don't wanna be murdered by some sick perverted maniac.

Q6: Do you think having a relationship is a burden?
yes. DUH. i hate commitments. Facing a demanding partner to my already demanding life, I'd rather just remain friends, I don't feel right with someone bossing into my life and wanting so much out of me that I cannot give.

Q7: Do you believe in love at first sight?
No. First sight = first impression. Since first impression isn't totally accurate because you can't judge a book, or a person, by it's cover, so the person that you fall in love with, at first sight, is the person that you judged by how their first impression on you is, and how your little fantasies in your mind thinks of them. But if you actually go and get to know them better, they might not fit your first impression. Then you might fall in love with the person not by your first impression of them, but by how you see them after you get to know them. So first impression is not accurate at all, and thus i do not believe in it because it is all a misbelieving.

Q8: Do you believe in eternity love?
No I don't. period.

Q9: Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she wants to commit suicide?
uh, I don't think so, or at least i hope so.

Q10: What do you enjoy doing the most?
Running in the rain, writing stories, singing loudly in public places even though my sis tells me I cannot sing to save my life, stoning, and just stoning.

Q11: Have you ever done anything for your admirer?
yes, but I do the same things for people who are not my admirers, though.

Q12: What feeling do you hate most?
being given high expectations by everyone, then failing miserably and leaving them all disappointed a hella lot.
AND being misunderstood.

Q13: Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes. All of them, even those that I forgot.

Q14. Who would you probably spend the rest of your life with?
myself. DUH.

Q15: What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
pen and paper. writing is so-called my life, if not, then sticks and sand, or anything to express myself. But it all comes back down to one person, myself.

Q16: Do you find life meaningless?
no duh. My life is so meaningful and wonderful.

Q17: Who do you love most?
you;D

Q18: Who do you talk most to in school?
I talk about the same to everyone.

Q19: What are you listening to now?
sounds of the tv, my sister whining, my typing...

I'm still bored.

My name is gen, swimming's my second nature,
and that's all you needa know.