BLOGGER ISN'T BEING NICE TO ME TODAY.

I just wrote a relatively long post and blogger suddenly deleted it. freak you.

i'll try to re-write it.

Mugged geog the past few days.

Olympics Opening ceremony >>>>>>>>>>>>>> NDP
this year's one was boring, period.

Beijing Olympics was Awesome
loved the swimmers
loved the gymnasts
love the cheena divers
love the weightlifters
love that 14 year old british boy diver
WAH IT'S ALL SO AWESOME!!!

so many records broken. ppianggehh.

Tao Li was fantastic, 57s for 100m fly. That's almost half a minute faster than me >.<
I'M SO LOUSY MANN>

michael phelps was fantastic. i love his relay team, damn cool.

the 14 year old british boy HAS A NICE BODY MANN. so hott!!!!
all muscles and such, make me so jealous.

there's swimming right now, in school so cannot watch. sobs D:


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i wanna go for olympics!!! MUST TRAIN HARDER!! xDD!!
i feel like I'm not doing my best for trainings. Espc. my 100m free. Always cannot seem to hit my pb. damn. and my 50m free is getting more and more screwed. I can't even swim a sub 27s with flippers mann! I used to be able to lor can. And without flippers i do a 31.95, what. the. hell. what type of crap timing is that? it's worse when other people say, oh never mind. next time do better lo. You're so good already. you were tired. that type of swim was o-kay.
I don't get the mentality to push myself because I'm satisfied when people say that! they say a 32 is good. i say it sucks down to the extreme. what's wrong with me man! I'm like, losing my form. Why? my strokes are like, detoriating. why? maybe sometimes, I need someone to say your timing sucks like hel man! why can't you go faster? Oh yes. i know jerome can say that damn easily. i don;t know why other people can't. maybe jerome has too much self-ego. haha. that might'n be a bad thing though.

sigh. i MUST do better. I MUST HIT 30s BY SEPTEMBER. What a nice birthday present it will make ;D

okay, shoo. i'll end off here. bye

P.S 'Twilight' is actually nice and relaxing to read.
P.P.S. but i've read stories like that all over the internet written by wannabes, so the story doesn't seem that fantastic anymore. jeez.