It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love
tonight
Saturday, September 27, 2008, 9/27/2008 03:00:00 PM

Posting for the second time today:D hehs.

yesterday, LYDIAA just became my CARROT:D
and I'm her CUCUMBER(:
don't mind us, we're just being super lame:D
Because sharley was my girlfrind and I'm not yet related to lydia in any way so I made her my carrot:D
So I won't be cheating on sharley's husband:D
but then sharley is cheating on carrot, but carrot is cheating on her together with belle, HAHAH.
And I'm not cheating on anyone:DDD
So many affairs, whlaaooo(: I'm now getting confused @.@

okay forget about those complicated matters.

and come back to bio/geog/chem studyingg.... which are even worse.
At least for us can draw family tree:D ; bio you draw tree you have to study all the tiny little cells inside then how these and that crap work and such ; geog you draw tree you have to study the effects of the tree on the atmosphere, and the effects of the atmosphere on the tree ; chem you draw tree you have to work out all the little little atomic molecules and compounds and complicating chemical reactions and such, and whether the tree is there or not(by the schrodinger wave equation).

sigh.

I'm so hardworking, exams are long away and I'm studying now:D
okay, not exactly long, but 1 month is neither here nor there. o.0

hmm.
I hope I can go for training todayyy... :D
wonder if jonathan is gonna train us, I dunno. Might not, cause he didn't last week.
Carrot is calling me to gooo.... wahh.

I'll end here la. see if I can go:D

okay, seems I can't go. Sad):):):):):

These few days have been weird. My mood has been plunging up and down, sometimes even staying down. So at times I feel oober hyped, then at other times I feel like shit. Then sometimes I feel blur, then I feel indifferent, then I get bored. Then I'll get unusually happy at night during training, then I'll go sleep with a happy feeling. At least it's better than to end the day sad. Then the next day I go on a different roller-coaster. Seriously, I've been forcefully whirled around so much, I feel like puking my guts out. blearghh.
Something's really wrong with me. Damn.

My name is gen, swimming's my second nature,
and that's all you needa know.