School holidays are ENDINGGG....):
and I haven't finished my homework only left with chinese ARGGHhD:

jonathan bought CAKE for debs. and daniel yesterday, we had it after training:D
training was uhm, yeah.
1000m warmup
300m swim, 150m negative split.
3x100m kick
6x50 sprint.
then repeat the above three sets again. (supposed to be thrice, but only did it twice D:) planks, then fins, then, without.
then final two 50m sprints.
total: 2900m

I CAN'T SPRINT I DON'T FREAKING KNOW WHY.
there's something wrong with me, I can bet my life on that. 33s for a sprint is freakking slow! whatthehell's wrong with me why can't I do an 'effing 30s?? DAMMIT.
My fly stroke's screwed, my back stroke's still as horrible, my breaststroke no matter how hard I pull also cannot move, and freestyle do I need to say? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. WHAT'S HAPPENING TO MEEEEEEE MANNZXZXZXZ.

I've got no motivation to swim.
I sometimes just think to myself, why not just quit the damn sport?
But, you can't quit swimming.
Only swimming can quit you.
But swimming hasn't quitted me yet.

TIRED SO WHATT.