It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love
tonight
Wednesday, October 01, 2008, 10/01/2008 03:06:00 PM

HELLOH(:

there's a lot of projects to rush this week):
all of them are due like, next week gosshhh.
Can't slack already yahhhh):

see:

(this week)
-chem nuclear thingy
-english test(-.-)
(next week)
-bio report on the hydroponics farm thingy.
-geog. presentation
-physics solar car
-physics report on solar car
-english advertisment( boring): )
-H chinese test
-geog. test 2
-(possibly) geog. quiz
-(possibly)H chinese kouyuchengxian

next week will be hella busy, gotta chiong EVERYTHING on this list):
okay, for the next 10 days or so no need sleep already(:

good news is I found GEARS for physics solar car:DDD
I dismantled a wind-up toy aeroplane for it, but heck. I don't even play with it anymore(:
oh, and I never knew that there was this wound-up metal thingy in the gear compartment of the toy.
then when I cracked it open with the screwdriver it just sprang up in my face o.0
Well, you don't wanna know what happened to the poor toy aeroplane(:

YES! I made the car work! woohoo! but solar panel got broken, jeez. Tomorrow have to go get it soldered back on:D
and will probably need back wheels, cause cardboard itsn't steady o.0/.
ohwell. Later then go find(:

tralala(:
oh ya, LYDIAA gave me a notebook for my belated birthday yesterday:D
So sweet, she even wrote inside! Aww... ILOVEYOU(:

and dillon posted these few songs on his blog-.-"
erugh*shivers*
btw, my chinese name is 珍莉, and not the other 丽.
cause the first 'li' looks nicer, the second 'li' not nice de HAHAH(:
*V-sign!* :D

oh no...
I think I'm gonna have a headache.
Must be math. Stupid bearings.
Damn, feel like sleeping. But then I also wanna complete what I have now.
gah, nevermind. Later at night then sleep.
hopefully it'll pass soon for now(:

Just read lydia's blog, and I feel sad for her):
imagine not training for 3 entire weeks! But studying during training time!
And even after exams some more!
And then straight after will be x-cultral already, and you go for a competiton totally without training?
It's crazy!
Well, actually I can empathize with her, cause my mum does it to threaten me all the time. Only for her, I don't think her mum is threathening her. I think it's serious.
OHNO!!!
with lydia gona for 3 weeks then I'll only be left with sharley to pace! not that girlfriend's bad, cause she's same pace as me, but lydia can make me push myself. Lydia, if you read this, I'LL REALLY MISS YOU CARROT!
):

You know what I think?
I think that parents are demanding. And almost totally unreasonable at times.
see for example the situation above.
just because your grades for 1, just ONE, subject detoriates
you force your child to study by removing the sport/thing/justwhateverlah that your child loves and enjoys the most.
isn't that very emotionally pressurising?
I mean, what has the child have left to enjoy? true there may be other things not just that, but really. What's the point?
okay, so forget that. Then after...
when he/she finally gets the grades that satisfy you, then only you allow your child to continue on with what you removed from him/her.
and then she/he performes badly for it, because she/he has been out of touch with it for so long.
Then it not only disappoints her/him, but you too. Because you also want her/him to do well in it. And THEN you blame him/her for not training for it, for not being up-to-standard.

well. What do you think?
"all for your own good."
bullshit. For your own face, more like.

gwahh. I don't wanna do chem. I don't wanna do anything at all):
I'm so bored of studying.

My name is gen, swimming's my second nature,
and that's all you needa know.