It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love
tonight
Saturday, November 08, 2008, 11/08/2008 01:54:00 PM

Yay! ;D
temperature went down and STAYED DOWN like finally -gives a hint of exasperation-
over the last two days my temperature has been fluctuating like crazy. Had to take two panadol pills every 6 hours just to keep the damnned thing down. It was horrible. I hate being sick. yuck.
But NOWWW.... YESH. NO MORE PANADOL!!!!!
welcome cough syrup. yeah, I got some major cough. so what?

I'm now patiently waiting for the coincidental time when cheryllin and I would be online so that I can get her to send me the PHOTOS FOR CYCLING AND CHALET:D:D:D

Oh, and I had another bout of white-out yesterday after I bathed. Was horrible. >.<
sorta like, it's worse than black-out. Cause this is what you feel, and the whole time you are actually conscious and fully aware of your suroundings:


-your head feels very tight and giddy. (I don't know what I mean by this, but, well. It's the best description of what I'd felt.)
-your hearing steadily becomes more and more muffled. (sorta like you feel like you're becoming deaf.)
-your chest tightens, your breathing becomes sudden and sharp, your heart rate increases. (like you're gasping for air.)
-and while all this is going on simultaneously, your eyes lose focus of everything around you and you see everything becoming white. (like you're going blind)


Horrible. I thought after the first time in camp I never wanted to experience something like that again. And I still hope I don't, it's not exactly something nice, is it? Oh and the worst thing?

I was home alone.

Yeah. I could've just fainted there and no-one would ever knew o.O



Okay, so on a lighter note,

JIC's TOMORROW! ;D:D:D:D
we'll be going to Chinese Swimming Club! Isn't that cooooooool(:
Sis will be swimming, wish her luck! I'm just going there to help out and get free lunch(:

And on another heavier note,

exam script-checking on monday through wednesday):
gosh, I'm nervous. I'm afraid I'll screwed everything up and my CAP's gonna be really really bad and I'll disappoint a whole load of people D:
Ahwell. What's done cannot be undone, no use crying over spilt milk. So heck(: If my CAP sucks, I'll just have to work harder for next year:D
which reminds me, next year's gonna be hell stressful. You can see it all over our senior's faces.
They go around like everywhere, with big f a t bolded letters on their foreheads screaming out: I AM FUCKING STRESSED.

yeah. That's what scares me. *shivers*



So until then, I shall relax and enjoy my well-deserved holidays(:
currently watching Jigoku Shuojo anime, it's quite nice:D

it's where this girl (Enma Ai) works through this revenge-seeking coorperation called Hell correspondence. It's only accessable at midnight by someone who is desperately seeing revenge(protagonist) against someone else who has repeatedly tormented them(antagonist). When they send out the message, Jigoku Shuojo would find them, and present them with a straw doll (which, everytime I see it, I get reminded of voodoo lol!) with a red string on it's neck. If they want the revenge to be carried out, he/she must pull the red string, and the Jigoku Shuojo will send their tormentor to hell. Usually, the Jigoku Shuojo's three assistants will "play around" with the antagonists before they are brought to hell. But when the revenge is exacted, the protagonist will have a mark etched onto their chest that reminds them that their souls will also be sent to hell after they die.

Yeah, I thought that this anime series was nice and rather worth watching, but I don't get the revenge part. Send one person to hell, and you'll also go to hell. Weird eh? them knowing this and they still want to send people to hell.

Really, don't get revenge, get even.

My name is gen, swimming's my second nature,
and that's all you needa know.