It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love
tonight
Friday, January 23, 2009, 1/23/2009 11:31:00 PM
It's engulfing...

Heeeelllooow :D
Haven't posted in some time, was like what - really really busy :/

Mundane week, presentations and summaries and worksheets with tutorials, lessons with boring teachers, compositions and workbook assignments and less-than-6hours-of-sleep per day.
But so to say, I'm so greatful for everything that brought me through each day. Fruit-less as each day might seem, it can be wonderful and great in that boring, mundane way because of all the fun (HAHAHA) we had in searching for entertainment (and even better when we found it :D)

If there's anyone to say sorry to, it should be to my own self. I've been so busy, I've neglected my body on it's most basic essentials : REST. Everyday, I feel overworked, tired, yet restless; lethargic, yet somehow managing to carry out my day to day activities, though not in my best form. Which is what caused my eyebags to become more and more promiment each day, and once the sudden horrible breakout (which I managed to shield with my 'fringe').

Anyway.

CRAPPING WITH VIVIAN AND CHENWEI (it's chen2 wei1 not chen2 wei3 but i like shayne better!) AND ANZHI.
Passing messages around in the library, having to control our laughter cause, it's in the library-.-'
Seeing chenwei's reaction when we showed him our crapped message paper written during english about the chinese lesson before (HAHAHAHAHHA)
And suddenly, I can't wait for the next chinese lesson.

WHICH SOMEHOW REMINDS ME OFFFFFF-------

WTF CHENWEI GOT FULL MARKS FOR SUI2 BI3 ! 20/20! -insert shocked face-
okay, so he's from china. Fine already! And you probably don't wanna know my marks. Not after I posted what chenwei got here.

And 6/11 for physics post-topic quiz. It was, uhm. Crap. I shouldn't have made all those mistakes. And WHY THE HELL didn't I bring a calculator? I should remember next time goodness.

Then at night during swimming training, once I got a serious calf cramp. Almost couldn't walk after that. it stretched on to the next day as a bad muscle pull. yeowch! Anyway, I'm almost very used to it. It used to happen rather often at night, but never this early in the evening. I don't know why though, I did do my proper stretching...
The next night, I very smartly misjudged the distance between the 5m flag and the wall while doing a backstroke sprint. So two of my fingers suffered horrible damage, terrible injustice due to carelessness in my part (lol). You should've seen how much of my blood came out of a single finger. Until I washed it away, of course. Iced it for awhile, but I didn't return to swim. Was very painful, and I didn't think the (rather) dirty pool would do good for an open wound, even if it does have chlorine in it.

Then Darwin came down with his birthday cake yumyum(:

And finally CNY celebs. today.
The four china people talking were very very hilarious :D
The dance was nice.
The songs were good.
So yeah. And the best part was I got to wake up late(r than usual) cause we only had to report at 8.45am nyahahhaa.

Oh and Happy 15th to esther too! :D Spend this year well, 16 sounds old, scary, and mature.

After it all, went out to Bugis Street/Junction to get some Cnewyear clothes. Just in case you were wondering, yeah. I haven't bought them yet (before today). Got a blue button up shirt, and two pairs of belts, before going to vivo to get denim rolled-up shorts. Next in line would be getting some of the elastic wristbands and a necklace to complete the look(:

Oh, and I successfully managed to dig out a full suit of clothes, which includes a tube top, CK overalls and a mini-skirt. Bought them all last year (except for the CK overalls, that was Shermaine and Esther's christmas gift! :D) but I didn't think I would fit into wearing them, for some reason. Tubes and mini-skirts don't go well with me.
but I figured that when pieced altogether they actually looked quite decent. So I'll wear that on the second day, if need be.

They're many many birthdays coming up! I'll be busy writing and designing cards... woohoo.
Also with the long holiday, like. YAY :D

Finally, last point. I seem to be sinking into something. It's like, I'm aware of it, and I seriously want to get myself out of it. But I can't, try as I might, I cannot. I don't want to be like this, and it sounds really cheesy to say that circumstances forced me into this. Like, hey, come'on. That excuse is really, gosh, jeeze, wtf?!

You know what? I think I need sleep. Yeah, that oughtta be what I really need.

Sleep.

It's late. 12.35am already. Goodnight.

My name is gen, swimming's my second nature,
and that's all you needa know.