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Hello dearies, had a good week?

If you all did, well then good for you. Cause I totally didn't.

First things first, I am terribly sleep-deprived. To those that think that sleeping 7 hours a day is oh-so-little, try sleeping 5hours a day, every single day from the start of the year. Excluding weekends, of course. Perhaps I am in no right to complain, but I'm just saying in comparison to the last few years.
This is very very bad. My sleeping cycle has totally changed. I can't sleep at night, but in sleep in every single lesson of the day.
Once, I was caught for sleeping in Math for an entire week. Mr. Yee looked ready to slaughter me.
Then, Yeo commented that I looked extremely 'gloomy'. To quote her, of course. I just said I didn't sleep well. How was I to explain?
Another teacher commented on my eyebags, but I forgot who.

Shit, this is depressing. I miss my sleep. Grrrrh.

Next, I don't take proper meals almost anymore.
Especially when your bio teacher just ate up your lunch break. Screwwww...
Which was the reason why the class bought Macs up to class for lunch during a lesson on digestive system.Dinners are the worst. Don't even get me started. UGH.

Finally, I see Foo's lovely face, white as snow, on mondays and fridays.
Which means...
I begin the week with him, and end the week with him, also.
And you can barely imagine just how traumatising that is. I mean this in it's literal context.

Common tests are coming up right after the March Hols. Which sucks, really really bad.
And whyyyy?
-Common tests are EVERY SINGLE DAY OF THE damn WEEK.
And here we are, innocently wondering whatever the hell happened to the limit of 3 tests per week.

-All our lessons get effing pushed back by an hour each frigging day.
Which means...
I end at 7.30pm on monday.
4pm on tuesday.
7pm on wednesday(actually not, because I have interschool X-country that day, lucky me)
4.30pm on thursday
and 6.30pm on friday.

-My March Hols are now non-existent.
Homework is piling up by the ton each day.
Projects are streaming in galleons.
Commontest-revision has fully dominated each and every single day of my holiday.

I miss swimming more than ever. Just thinking about the sport itself is torturous when I can't train. I'm considering writing in to Miss Loh about pushing Track as my 2nd CCA so that I won't have to go for Monday trainings. Put Swimming as my main CCA and that shall be that. I don't care.

Well... enough of depressing talk.

On a lighter note, I'll be heading down to SSS on the 13th, 14th, and 15th of March for the Singapore Nat'l Age Group!
50m and 100m Free with 200m IM, wish me all the best yeah?
I'm afraid my swimming performance has not been up to standard. I need some motivation to get myself going on again. Sincerely want to do well for this. At least prove to myself that my swimming isn't completely shit compared to the others.

AND. Swimming Interschools!
In late April, I'll be swimming 200m free and IM. Wish me all the best too! :D:DDDDD

OKay. I really needa sleep. It's already past 12am. Oh, gosh. This is so not good.