Ain't in no mood to do a proper post.

1. I can't stand school. No really, can't even sit on it.

2. I'm very very tired. I don't wanna go for anymore lessons. Buay tahan lah!

3. I have mastered the Art of Sleeping Almost Anywhere, a very long time ago.

4. I have now mastered the Art of Sleeping Just Anywhere. Close my eyes and I'm off to dreamland.

5. No, I'm serious.

6. When I blink, I wanna keep my eyes closed for as long as possible. It just feels better than keeping them open.

7. Even though I'm that fucking tired, I feel so guilty whenever I fall asleep.

8. And no, that does not just apply to lesson times.

9. If I sleep more than 5 hours at night, I feel guilty for not being able to do more work.

10. If I laze around on bed before dropping off to zzzzz, I feel guilty for not being able to rush out some work, even though I fall asleep in less than 2 mins.

11. I stare at the clock too much.

12. Sometimes, time passes too slowly.

13. Other times, time passes too fast.

14. Most of the times, they both happen together.

15. I can't believe I'm doing this to myself. Someone, please knock some sense into me?

ARGH. I DON'T BELIEVE IT!
I actually, need to FORCE myself to sleep nowadays. Shove away the guilty feeling and just sleep.

This is so pathetic.

T_T cry.






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Hi, my name is gen.
I insist on using the lower case letters on the computer for my name.
Homework is going to kill me, projects are going to disembowel me upside down.
I want to swim, I want to get into finals.
I don't know how am I feeling right now.
I just realised that my keyboard ruler and scissors are lost. No thanks to two people. >D
I have no energy to think of anything right now. My mind's a blank.
No wait. It's full of chemistry, physics, bio, math, geog, and languages. Oh, joy.
I now go one day by one day, one week by one week. I don't give a damn what will happen next, like, seriously. What's happening now is what that matters.

I love to smile. It releases HAPPY PILLS. (:
like, really. Scientifically proven.

So, next time you feel sad or anything, just smile (:
and wait for the happy pills to settle in.






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but if they take too long to settle, then that's your own problem.




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crap. That's just sick. D: