I really should be doing something more important. But, ohwell. I'll study later.

25 deep questions that will really tell you something about me not stupid questions like "what is your favorite lip gloss?”.

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling them how you feel, or looking into someone’s eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
-Hohumm. I don't think either way is more difficult. I prefer to maintain eye-contact either way. Becauses usually, it gets the other person uncomfortable, and (being a sadist) I love to see them squirm.

Kidding. :D

Actually, I'd like to see who's got enough guts to look into my eyes when they tell me how they feel. Because I've got enough guts to look into theirs.

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
-REALLY REALLY angry? I have never been REALLY angry. Honest!
Unlike most people, ahem, I can keep my temper under check. There are many things that I don't take to heart, that's why what people say mostly don't affect me. But I'm just saying this because there hasn't been anyone that has ever tried to provoke my temper past it's restraint point.

But every point has it's limits. If you break mine, I am sure as hell gonna flare up, and you really are going to wish that you never even thought of doing it.

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago nonstop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
-I'll call my sister. Tell her I'm sorry she's gonna go through it all without me. Tell her to inform anyone she feels should know, and tell her to read my diary because I know she secretly wants to.

4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
-I wouldn't be afraid. (: I'll tell my sister, arrange all the necessary stuffs, then drag her and someone on a holiday around the world. :D

5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
-Trust. Without trust, there ain't gonna be no love.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dog’s life?
-No, cause there's bound to be someone else along that road. :D

7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?
-I'm not the type to cheat anyway!

But, in this scenario, I'll tell my significant other. Chances are, he'll be suspicious, and he would most rather prefer to hear it out from my mouth rather than from someone else's anyway.

8. Your friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more then just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say?
-Uhm, wow. Give me some time to consider?

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
-YEAH OF COURSE. I'M SO AWESOME.

11. Does love = sex?
-HAHAHAH NO. Love = intimacy and mutual understanding between individuals.
But sex = love. Unless it is rape.

13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
-Quite a few weeks ago. I told him I seriously didn't know [what to do], and that I didn't want to go through the situation.

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?
-That I do not love them back. Because that would be so awkward, and weird.

Besides. My friends know I love them anyways! :D

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
-Swimming. Because I don't just do the sport for the sake of keeping fit; I'm actually in a relationship with the chlorine solution.

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them? Who were they to you?
-My sister lor. Can't remember, but not too long ago.

18. Imagine: it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
-There is someone. I may not like him (as in love-crush-whatevs type like), but he gives me a sense of security.

19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
-NO DUH. Because I might just break his ribs. You know how thin they are! And I'm no medical expert either.

21. You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your reason for making the decision?
-HAHAHA. I'll let the newborn crawl around my neck/back, and then my hand shall let go of his. See? He doesn't have to die, right? win-win :D

22. Are you old fashioned?
-Uhm, it rather depends on what sense. Mostly, I don't think I'm old fashioned.

23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
-I'm nice to everyone and don't expect anything in return! what an insult, this question is.


24. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
-You mean, with that true love I'll be guranteed with a broken heart at the end? That's bullshit.
But, in any case, I'd rather that than not being loved at all. Because I sincerely still believe that love is a beautiful thing. Just that I don't believe in 'love at first sight', 'forever love' type of crap. Haahaha.

There can never be a broken heart if two people truly love each other. The other alternative is that they drift apart, and there's no need to be sad over it mah!

25. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
I'd wish I could live my life all over again when I'm living my last day on Earth. AND not change a single thing within it.