I. Am. Very. Very. Frustrated.

Not over academic stuffs, I got over them after friday, after submitting my rushed-out-in-1hr10min-video essay critique at 5mins before the folder was due to close.
Furthermore, this week doesn't seem as rushed as the previous week... uhm well, not yet anyway. I've got a bad feeling that it's gonna get worse, but heck for now xD

Anyway, I just thought that my blog has gotten way too boring already, so sorry due to my lack of updates. School has been a wonderful learning environment lately(: so much so that I can't even take time off the all-interesting assignments and wonderful projects to update about my (no) life.

Well, awesome. This blog just screams for a proper post.

So, first things first.

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I FREAKING SURVIVED WEEK 2 OF SCHOOL!

Can any of you guys even begin to understand how that is such an achievement?

Prolly not.

If so, well. Then does how 16 hours of sleep from monday to friday sound?
A scintilla of sleep that be about >4hours a day. I believe I have explained this in my previous post. That explains my tetchy behaviour for the past week. And not to mention the burgeoning eyebags.

I totally shacked out Friday night. After training, chionged out the Geog Video Critique (as mentioned) then, exhausted, deactivated the daily phone alarm for next morning (feeling rather good while doing this(: ) and was asleep before I hit the pillow. Snooozed all the way till midday.

Thing I love about alarms is the feeling you get when you deactivate them for the next day xD

So, I probably inebriated on caffeine, eyebag masks and the neutrogena roller thingy.
Such a lifestyle worth living, jaa?

Then from now, I have approximately 4 and a half weeks in purgatory, then another 2 weeks in living hell, and then GEN IS OFFICIALLY FREE!!!!
Now, doesn't that sound like a consternation? TEEHEEHEE.

Track interschools are like, in less than 2 weeks? Gulp.
IMMA SCARED. I DON'T WANNA RUN. ):

Swimming interschools are slightly later, 21st of April-ish.
But for this, I'm rather-or-so confident that I can do my best. :D
There's a down side though, I'll explain later.

School's X-Cty is on the 30th April, and I EFFING WANNA DO GOOD.
I don't care, one of the pretty medals WILL be mine, FOR SURE.
(hopefully)

I'm counting down to alot of things. Yeah, we all love countdowns, don't we?
I for one LOVE it. (:

ESTHER ESTHER SHERMAINE SHERMAINE!!! I WANT A GIRLS' DAY OUT/SLEEPOVER/MOVIEMARATHON DURING THE JUNE HOLS! Please say you guys will be able to make it! :D:D:D:D

on a different note,
Sigh.
I'm counting down exactly a week to something rather, (for lack of use for a better word) saddening.
The month of April is going to be a rather stressful one for me, and furthermore, some of the most important events of the year will take place. With you not around, I don't know how I can cope. I don't know how can I manage to do well.
But nevertheless, I made a promise to you, and to myself, that I would do my bestest best.
And I aim to keep it.
It's okay, I'll inform you of whatever that happens during the Interschools.
I certainly do hope that it would be good news(:
It's okay, it's just three weeks, I can handle it, no problem(:

On another different note,
SOMEPEOPLE'S BIRTHDAYS ARE COMINGGGG! PRESENTS PRESENTS PRESENTS TO BUYYY!!! :D

On yet another different note,
I hate the way the adults (and others, but mostly adults) around me have been telling me what to do and what not to do.
Different people say different things about the same topic! Can you imagine?
YOU! : Stop telling me to follow you! I follow whoever I want, and I shall follow myself if I don't want to follow anyone okay! You get that anot? I thought I previously made it VERY VERY CLEAR.
YOU! : Stop telling me to be obedient, until you begin to show me a good example! I have no obligation to listen to you and you menacing ways and threats.
YOU! : stop disturbing me la, please. Teasing is no longer funny when the topic hasn't been changed in the previous 2 years.
YOU! : please la, give me a freakking breather. You take up SO SO SO much of my fresh air, and still want to stain everything SHINY BLACK. I beg you can, don't annoy the shit out of everyone in class.
YOU! : please refrain from totally taking my (no) life away. I want to have a life, and it's not gonna just be based on school.
and finally,
You. please don't call me your 'sister'. Is that really all that you take me for?
Please, I feel really horrible already. Trying to cut you off in that manner is taking everything out of me.
I'm really tired. Recent changes have taken almost my everything. Don't make me continue on.


I feel like puking now. I think I ate too much for dinner.

oh, and if YongKiat ever reads this till here, I'm sorry I burst out at you on friday. I know it wasn't your fault you accidentally shot that rubber band at me. I'm sorry, I was just too tired, and edgy.

Hence, people out there, if I openly say that I DID NOT GET ENOUGH SLEEP THE PREVIOUS NIGHT, please don't try to agitate me. It won't be pretty, I can assure you. You've not seen how far I can get, and neither have I. People have limits, as I have my own. If you break my self-control barrier, I'll be very dangerous, raawr.

Otherwise, I'm a good little angel with a big round halo. (:

*COUGHCOUGH*