It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight |
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Saturday, June 20, 2009, 6/20/2009 10:16:00 PM
the sun is always rising in the sky, somewhere.
Yooow. I don't really have a reason to blog right now. Like, nothing to discuss, nothing to report, nothing at all. Bleargh, bleargh, bleargh. My life is hella boring. I've still got a pile of homework left for me to do over the course of the next remaining week. . . . . Holy shit. 1 week more of holidays. - Y'know, they say realisation might not be the best feeling in the world. When you 'realise' something good, it's like, enlightenment or something big and nice. Like those gigantic American apples. Yumm :D, but anyway. Then instead when you 'realise' something not so nice, it's like, whoo boom. Depression. Like bitter gourd, disgusting I know. Okay, I know depression sounds a tad bit harsh, but just think of it on the terms of day-to-day lowtimes. Not the clinical depression. Nevermind. Sigh. I really should go to bed. I'm having serious trouble keeping up my eyelids. Plus, competition tomorrow. Need rest. Raah. Maybe I'll do a quiz. Then go to bed. Dream dream dream. Hopefully, I'll get some inspiration for the dammed Sci-Fi essay. Sheez. Tag 10 people Honestly, whatever. 1)Are you really ready for 111 questions? I don't believe it's EXACTLY 111 questions. But hell, sure anyway. 2) Was your last real relationship a mistake? HAHAH. I'd say it wa-... wait. REAL relationship? Whatever the hell is a real relationship? Can have fake one meh. Oh wait, yes it can. If I ignore the 'real', then I'll say it was. 4) Who did you last say “I love you” to? SEE I TOLD YOU. There isn't a question 3. HA HA. 5) Do you regret it? What, who call the quiz editor don't put in question 3. 6) Have you ever been depressed? Everyone gets depressed once in a while. The serious ones go emo. 8) Are you a boy or girl? Boy is the opposite sex. 9) What is your relationship status? Truth be told, I don't the hell know. 10) How do you want to die? If I tell you, it won't be a mystery anymore. Muahahha. 11) What did you last eat? Mixed rice. 12) Played any sports? I still swim. 13) Do you bite your nails ? Uhm no. I can't play the piano with broken fingernails. 14) When was your last physical fight? Can't remember. 15) Do you have an attitude? I have enough to not need yours. 16) Do you like someone? 'Like' would be a tad bit of an understatement. 17) What is your real name? rekeseik enna eveiveneg. That's what you get if you read my birth cert. backwards. 19) Are you gonna get high later? Please, it's 11pm, and I'm practically alone. I ain't gonna get high with my sister. 20) Do you hate anyone at the moment? They say to hate is an art. I say I'm pretty artistic. 21) Do you miss someone? Well, yea. 22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti? Twirl. 23) Do you tan a lot? Not very much. 24) Have any pets? Nope. 25) What exactly are you feeling? I can't describe it. 26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving? -.- duh. 27) Ever made out in the bathroom? WHYYY? Bathrooms aren't the most romantic places you know. All the ghost thingies happen there. 28) Would you take any of your exes back? Ew. 29) Are you scared of spiders? Not really. 30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? If only to relieve the moments, not to change them. 31) Do you regret anything from your past? I'll get over it. 32) What are your plans for this weekend? It's almost half over, what the hell are you talking about. 33) Do you want to have kids? Waiting for the maternal instincts to set in. Hopefully, not any time soon. 34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M? No. 35) Do you type fast? Rather, I guess. 36) Do you have piercings? How many? Yea, 4. 37) Want any more? Yeap, another 2 more. 38) Can you spell well? W-E-L-L. 39) Do you miss anyone from your past? Yea. Not excessively, though. 40) What are you craving right now? Uhm, yeah man, I've not eaten hotcakes in a LONG time. I miss hashbrowns. 41) Ever been to a bonfire party? Hhaha, yea. 43) Have you ever been on a horse? I think so. 44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck? Why specifically in a pick-up truck? They choose the weirdest places to make out. 45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart? Oh, then they'd better get over it. 46) Have you ever been cheated on? Somewhat. If you wanna describe it like that. 47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? I thought guys don't like to cry. ahhaha. 49) Would you live with someone without marrying them? I live with my sister, and I sure as hell ain't gonna marry her. 50) What should you be doing ? Sleeping, chemistry, physics, Sci-Fi essay. You pick. 51) What’s irritating you right now? I can't think of a damned storyline for the Sci-Fi essay! 52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt? It wouldn't hurt to say yes. 53) Does somebody love you? DUH. 54) What is your favorite colour? green. :D 55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? -.- yes. 57) Do you have trust issues? Why should I tell you? 60. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? Not bad. 62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you? Shit, ew. No, I hope he doesn't. 63) Who was the last person you cried in front of? Rocky. He's my teddybear. Okay, that sounded pathetic. No, that never happened. 64) Do you give out second chances too easily? It really depends on the person and the mistake. 65) Is it easier to forgive or forget? Forgive. Just like how elephants don't forget, peanut butter is awesome. 66) Is this year the best year of your life? In a few ways, yes and no. I mean, I had higher highs, and lower lows than ever. How you want me to decide? Besides, only half the year has passed. 67) What was your child hood nickname? gen. it still is, though. 68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked? no duh. 70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason? If it doesn't happen because of this, then it happens because of that right? 71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? Think. 73) What is bothering you? Sci-Fi essay. 74) Have you ever been out of your province? Uhm, yeah. 75) Do you play the Wii? Can't bother. 76) Are you listening to music right now? If not then what? 77) Do you like Chinese food? Have to like it, right. If not I don't need to eat already. 78) Do you know your fathers b- day? I've got a good guess, but I'm not really counting on it. 79) Are you afraid of the dark? I embrace the dark. 80) Is cheating ever okay? If you're cheating in ting xie cause you forgot to study just for this once, I guess it's okay. 81) Are you mean? To people who don't deserve me being nice. 82) Can you keep white shoes clean? Depends on how long. Usually, they're clean before they leave the house. 84) Do you believe in true love? I don't exactly have a reason not to believe right? 88) Do you like the outside? Yes, some places. 89) Are you currently bored? Oh, no. Of course not. Why d'you think I'm actually doing you when I could be doing something more constructive? like, sci-fi essay? 90) Do you wanna get married? In the future. Don't really matter how long. Just as long as the kids come after. Haha. 91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? I shiver. It has that kind of effect. You never know who else they used to call 'baby'. 92) Are you hungry? Not really. 93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight? hahaha, *raises squiggly eyebrows* It sounds like the quiz editor has been watching Angus, Thongs, and Perfect Snogging. 94) What makes you happy? The simple pleasures of life, hahaha. 95) Would you change your name? What? rekeseik enna eveiveneg not nice meh? 96) Ever been to Alaska? Nope. 98) Do you watch the news? yeah, occasionally. 99) What’ s your zodiac sign? Woof, woof. 100) Do you like Subway? HELL YES. 101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? What type of hard are we talkin' 'bout? 103) Do you talk like your friends? When they have an accent worth copying. 105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them? Yeah. 106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? Yes. But recently, I don't really know what's my complete self much. 107) Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? Ryan, cousin. 108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes? Eww. Yes of course it does. Imagine, when you kiss, you taste -whatever number- -hand smoke? 109) Who’s the last person you had a conversation that lasted for more than 10 mins with? I rarely have a conversation lasting more than 10mins. I guess it's Esther. 110) Favorite lyrics right now? hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide. 111) Hey. 111 QUESTIONS JUST FOR THIS? * Screw it. I'm offta bed. Life was so much easier when the biggest problem was the monster in your closet. - Well, I don't know. But, if ever it happens: When she forgets about you, don't you dare remember me. Don't bother pushing me off the same cliff twice. |
and that's all you needa know. |
My name is gen, swimming's my second nature,