It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight |
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Sunday, July 05, 2009, 7/05/2009 11:07:00 PM
I don't really care at all not answering my phone.
Good news to all! :D As you probably might have already noticed, I've changed my blogskin. :D The old one was nice, but it was starting to get slightly dull. Anyway, no more seeing the boring old one! :D You guys are in luck today, cause I'm in a superb mood. Don't know why either. Just am. (: Went for morning swim training today, which I haven't been going for for quite some time. Warmup was laughable. We were all 'running' cross the kiddie pool, xD Ahh, I wanna be a kid again. Kids see the world in a much simpler perspective. Much unlike teens and adults. Why do we have to go and make every single damn thing so complicated? *shakes head* I wanna fall down the slippery slopes while hopping on one feet through the water again. I wanna tumble over the water cannons I had been blind enough to run into. I wanna scrape my skin on something, cause I know in the end I'll just be laughing it off because the process was so funny I just can't help it. It's what kids do, right? Why do they get all the carefree stuff? I hear their laughter, and I cannot detect a trace of unnaturality in it. Whereas, there are times when I really have to squeeze my lungs just to force a laugh out. It's terrible. Hahhaa, Jonathan should give us a set like that, someday. xD Yadedah. Thenafter, regular trainings. I think there's something wrong with my butterfly stroke. Irritating thing is, I just can't pinpoint WHAT IS WRONG. UGHHH. I suddenly got into a really alcoholic mood, and started discussing wine. Like, how to sip and taste and savour it, which type of wine is the schupar-dhupar nice ones, and the disgusting ones. heh heh. :D BAYLEY'S. It's fantastic. If you haven't tasted it, you have no idea what you're missing. ICE WINE too! Can't wait to be legal age to drink. :D But, eew. I don't like beer. Tried the Tiger Beer once and puked it all out. Worst thing that went down my throat. Never tried Heineken before, though. It's said to be the "Best beer in the world"? Don't beers all taste the same or something? I don't like red wine also. Has a very, raw taste. Mmm-mm. Had to go church after training, so I was a little more dressed up than usual. Hahah, :D Oowah. OH, I think I know why'm I so ecstatic now. I GOT A PLACE IN SPORTS NUTRITION :D:D *does a happy dance* Means that, thursdays of my next term will end at 4pm-ish. Sigh. But, ahwell. Still happy. (: I was squealing around like some frantic chicken. My sister commented that I was insane. And it's about where I get to the part that TAYKAILINHILDA has been waiting for. TAYKAILINHILDA HILDA HILDA HILDA. See your big name? Okay done. Now you have to put MY BIG NAME on YOUR blog too! :D I would've decorated it in the Singapore Flag colours, but then White wouldn't have been able to be seen. Oh wow. Today's post has been so, I dunno. After I read it, I can't believe I just typed it. *shrug* Doesn't feel like myself at all. D'you people sometimes get that really, really odd feeling inside? The one that makes you act differently that how you really wanna be? The one that is constantly giving excuses and procrastinating, just so you won't have to face the real thing. The one that makes you feel temporarily sane, but which you know will come and bite at you later. The one that will eventually make you feel guilty from running away from it all. Y'know. The hollow, empty feeling in your gut? Sigh. I guess I really need to get down to doing my homework. Have not touched it at all, this weekend. Whoops. :/ I look at the habits of some people, and sometimes I think some of them are super cute. They sub-consciously always perform the same little gestures and/or sayings that will eventually lead to something predictable of that habit. And it's so easy to read their mind them while they're at it. Why is it that, whenever I'm feeling really like bleargh, little things will happen such that it will make me feel so much better? I look back, and smile at how many times it has occured. And I'm glad. (: Well, I'll admit there are somethings that I have to apologise for. I'm sorry, you must've been thinking a lot, too. :/ And probably most of the times, I must've been pretty oblivious also, hahaha. Thanks for just holding on and refusing to let go, even though you were supposed to already. |
and that's all you needa know. |
My name is gen, swimming's my second nature,