It's not time to
Give us one more try (i don't think so)
Last night you
Said your one last lie

I can't let you wreck my plans
I'm planning to let you go
Oh, only one thing is true
Only one thing to do

Time to, delete you
Burning up, all your pictures
Tearing up, all your letters
Ripping up, all your sweaters
This is, this is for the better
Slashing up, all your tires
Smashing up, all your flowers
Grabbing back, all my power
Cause this is one more reason
I don't need you, delete you
Oh, oh, delete you, oh, oh

It's not time to
Say how much you care (i don't think so)
I don't want you
I want you not there

I'm done
I think that the time's come
To bring this thing to an end
I think this could be goodbye
Think you ran out of time

Time to, delete you
Burning up, all your pictures
Tearing up, all your letters
Ripping up, all your sweaters
This is, this is for the better
Slashing up, all your tires
Smashing up, all your flowers
Grabbing back, all my power
Cause this is one more reason
To delete you

All i want from you
Is for you to disappear
All i need from you
Is for you to not be here
I guess it's time you got the news
Gonna replace you, erase you
Delete you, delete you

Oh, oh, delete you
Whoa, oh, oh delete you

Burning up, all your pictures
Tearing up, all your letters
Ripping up, all your sweaters
This is, this is for the better
Slashing up, all your tires
Smashing up, all your flowers
Grabbing back, all my power
Cause this is one more reason
To delete you

-Delete You
Ashley Tisdale.

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Blogger is being an arse right now.

And, nah. I'm still not back in blogging mood. As you can see from my apparent lack of updates.
I don't wanna update about my life, hahaha. I don't think you people'll have much interest in it.

But, before we go off-topic,
my life is hell awesome okay not boring sheez I won't even blog about.

Anyway, maybe one day I'll get round to explaining why I don't blog much right now.
I just, well. Lack the ability to express my thoughts in the appropriate writings. I can't... well, there isn't really a word for it.
I...
It's just...
Well...
I mean...
No what I really mean is that...

Seriously? Screw it.

You know? End-of-the-month has never hit me this hard before.
I mean, for sure. July ends. August starts. August ends, September starts. And on it goes.

Big deal, right?

NOT.

I never realised that July was ending until... the last day of July.
And finally it just strikes me. It's goodbye July, and hello August.
Do you ever get the feeling that, you might never see something again? Something that you've once treasured, then... lost?
It's like trying to grasp water within your palms. No matter what you do, it'll just flow out. What's left in the crevice of your palm is barely enough to sustain your thirst for it, so you just let it drop too.

Too many things have changed. It's overwhelming, and I can't take it.
I don't want to adapt to something like this, definitely not this!
Everytime I think back, all the wonderful, beautiful images have all been slashed across and defaced by numerous ugly black marks that have set in with time. It's different now, nothing's the same.
And no, it doesn't matter what you say, how you say it, or whatever. Nothing's the same as before. Even memories are stained and rendered useless.

I'm shaking my head, I'm gonna say no. I don't want to do this.
I can't make myself. I finally get what you mean.

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The car rumbles to a stop outside the drop-off.

She quickly packes her phone into her bag and pushes the door open, swinging a foot out into the sun. Just as she was about to hurl the other leg out and break into a run, a voice says,

"Six forty-five, or seven pm?"

She pauses midway and turns aorund to look at her driver.

"I'll be about six-fifteen, six thirty?" She says, with a tinge of reluctance and uncertainty in her voice.

"So early today? Your Coach will not coming?" The driver's questioning tone had a piercing quality to it. Almost, inquisitive.

"Yesterday was the end of July, today is the First of August." She pushed the sentence out, and hurriedly jumped out of the car, slamming the door. But not failing to catch the real reason why that escaped from the front passenger's lips.

"..."

She still has her hand on the door handle, she can't find the strength to remove it. Nor the willpower to.

But, not a split-second later, she managed to pry her stiff fingers off, and bundle them in a reassuring wave goodbye.

She throws another mask on, and walks towards the reception before turning right.

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On another note, I actually am very happy today. (:

No, no, this I really am serious.
I've never felt this elated, ecstatic... insane even! for a very, very long time.

And whyyyyyy? (:

It's quite simple actually, cause I watched ICE AGE 3 TODAYYYY HEEHEEHEE.
SUCH AN AMAZING, LIGHT HEARTED, FORGET-YOUR-WORRIES TYPE OF SHOW.
I'm so, so, so glad I caught it today, xD

Caught the 12.15pm one at vivo.
Was originally supposed to meet light* at 11.30am, but got a lil' delayed cause of church. Hehheh.
Anyway, the popcorn combo that we got CAME WITH G.I.JOE PLASTERS OMGOMG HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

I think I might injure someone, just to use it, ehhehehehe. Okay, inside joke. :D

Walking into the cinema, I was immedately greeted by signs of WARNING : WRONG AGE GROUP.

And why? It was so crowded with lil' kids and their parents HAHAHAHA hardly any teenagers LOL xD
Plus, the cinema was still crammed to the MAX even though the movie came out about a month a go LOL.

HAHHAHAHAHHAA I JUST WANNA LAUGH ABOUT THAT STUPID SQUIRREL WITH THAT STUBBORN ACORN HAHAHAHHAA EVEN AFTER THREE MOVIES IT STILL HAS NOT GOTTEN THE STUPID ACORN HAHHAAHHAHAHAH HE EVEN LOST IT TO THAT STUPID FOX OF A GIRL HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA HAHHAHAHAHA AHHAHAHAHAHHA
Poor, dumb squirrel xD

HAHAHHAHA ROUND IS 'FOXY' HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH.

Such a good show. IMMA GO GET THE CD YOU AIN'T STOPPING ME MUAHAHAHHA.

AND THEN AND THEN AND THEN.

SINFUL 'LUNCH' OF HAAGEN DAZ HAHAHAHAHA.
Omg I tell you, stuff me with ice cream and you'll get an extremely happy gen for the rest of the day HAHHA.

And since I'm a Direction Noob, we got lost in stupid vivo hahahahha. shit it's still damn big I can't find my way around it.

And yes, I definitely enjoyed today to the max. (:
I laughed so, so, so much more than I did in a long time. It was an awesome feeling.

hahaha, okay I think I'll stop here for tonight.
It's 11.35pm, and I still have suibi to finish up.
But I think I can go on, all that laughing today has done me real good hahhhhaa.
So yup, till when I blog again,
gnight!

*light. nickname.