It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight |
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Sunday, August 23, 2009, 8/23/2009 09:07:00 PM
Jump on, Awesome.
Heyhey! NOTHING PERSONAL. by All Time Low. That's what you call AWESOME. * I'm gonna break your little heart Watch you take the fall Laughing all the way to the hospital 'Cause there's nothing surgery can do When I break your little heart in two I'm gonna break your little heart in two. I'm in a fucking awesome mood right now. Don't feel like anything can get me down, right at this moment. :D I feel so fantastic. It's as if I'm on a roll. Been quite a few days already, I wake up everyday and, no matter how little sleep I managed to snag the previous night, feel so rejuvenated to spend another day. Okay, granted that I do fall asleep in certain lessons, but... That's beside the point. I feel like I'm living in my own, comfy little bubble. Uhm... alright maybe not SO comfortable, but you roughly get what I mean. It's getting easier to pass by day by day. I feel so OOB (Out Of Body) each day. Like as if I'm watching myself doing whatever I'm doing, from somewhere else. I might have appeared to be in a daze, like "whoohoo Earth-to-gen?" moments. So zoned out. Maybe it's because I'm not taking note of everything, that's why I find that each day whizzes by me. "Too much... of anything is just, too much.... We had too much time, so we fought like tomorrow was promised." Irritating, irritating, irritating... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I tried to get you outta my mind, why are you still here? I can't freaking believe myself. I'm comparing everything of someone else to you. Like, "ah, ew. -insert- did it better." or, "eh? Why is it like this? Didn't -insert- do it like that? Wasn't that correct?" and even, "it just ain't the same." I'm not supposed to be thinking like that.... EURGH. I still don't know how I act so normal around you. Wait, normal? Am I really normal? *shakes head* "I've got a house in the back of my head, but I can't find a permanent resident." Saturday was awesome. MAN I GOT SUNBURNT SHITLESS. unglam tan-lines and scorching skin, owch. and, AHEM, OIL STAINS ON MY SHIRT. C'MON, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE YOU'RE READING THIS RIGHT NOW AREN'CHA AHAHHAHA DON'T DENY. xP ow dammit my skin is searing I accidentally scratched it, stupid me. "WHERE GOT GHOST" later at night, cinema was damn packed. Hahaha, the show was dumb lol. stupid ghosts and, too much white makeup and red clothing and fake-ish animation. But it made me laugh a great deal... super lame okay! I'll give it plus points for that. So overall it's a pass for me. Just make sure you guys watch it at night AHHAHA watch in the day you won't really get that "oohhh. creepy" effect cause it's a DAMNED GHOST SHOW FOR GOODNESS' SAKE. Kay it's 10pm I wanna go back to... fucking trigo. Screw that. ciao anyway. Wish me a decent week ahead, alright guys? |
and that's all you needa know. |
My name is gen, swimming's my second nature,